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Living in the
Shadows No place left to go Alone Unknown Putting on a show Flying on wingless dreams Dancing in the sun Breathing deep water Always on the run Living in the Shadows No place left to think Segragated Subjugated Teetering on the brink Condemned to the fringe Straddling the line Nothing wrong here Everything's just fine Living in the Shadows No place left to run Marginalized Institutionalized Hidden from the sun Aphonic screams echoing In a land of light Heard by no one, nothing Lost to the night Living in the Shadows No place left to hide Sanitized Dehumanized Turned off inside Emotionless - thought less Self-awareness shred Kneeling in the corner So much unsaid Living in the Shadows No place left to dance Antagonized Ostracized Wedding fate to chance Waltzing around the dreamscape Life's a masquerade Leaving bloody footprints Feeling soul-betrayed Living in the Shadows No place left to feel Vicarious Nefarious Wondering what is real Mistaken idenitity In a land of dreams Sunlight at midnight Nothing is as it seems Living in the Shadows No place left to cry Depressed Over-stressed Just want to die Bound up - tied down Beaten - purple and red Lost - lonely - forgotten Better off dead Living in the Shadows No place left to dream Nullified Transmorgified Nothing left to redeem Lost to a world To family, to friends In a psychedelic landscape Made of psychotropic portends Living in the Shadows No place left to die Cruicified Exemplified No longer me, myself, or I Hot, sticky, dripping Vital fluids pour Crimson and ivory puddles Congealing on the floor Living in the Shadows No place left to breathe Inanimated Cremated No longer here to deceive Red skies at noon Black skies at night Green skies underwater Wingless dreams take flight |
© 2008 Lugh
Gay Authors 2008 Spring Anthology