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Unsympathy

Posted by myself_i_must_remake, 10 April 2013 -

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Hello, all. Time for more faux-philosophical mumbo-jumbo.

The theme of my 19th-American literature course this semester is sympathy; it's a popular topic in the field. Readers can obviously understand Uncle Tom's Cabin as a massive ploy to engender sympathy for slaves as humans instead of objects. Other pieces from the same period hit the same note ad n...

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assimilation, liberation.

Posted by myself_i_must_remake, 27 March 2013 -

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Contrarian that I am, I'm actually finding something to mope about with the practically inevitable legalization of gay marriage.

Before I get myself into trouble with anyone, I will say that I support gay marriage, though not quite as enthusiastically as other fellow queers. For our safety and for our acceptance in society at large, the ability to form f...

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i only blog in crisis.

Posted by myself_i_must_remake, 05 January 2013 -

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Because I cannot fall asleep within five minutes, my guilt is forcing me to do something, anything, even writing a blog.This is how I am now. If I have any energy, I force myself to do something with it. This "I" is a problem, however, because more and more I'm realizing I don't control it/him/I. My hormones have decided I am writing a blog. Later they mi...

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On Process / In Process

Posted by myself_i_must_remake, 16 December 2012 -

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James Savik asked that I submit to his forum topic, The Art of the Short Story .The truth is, however, that I've never written a short story I really consider successful. I have a poor relationship with convention. I do know, however, that I'll put out one I like eventually, and I know that in spite of the failures of my projects as coherent wholes, that...

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microwaving cats.

Posted by myself_i_must_remake, 28 November 2012 -

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I had a weird dream during my nap yesterday.My roommate Kate's cat, Mia (Pookie), has some strange behaviors. She tries to flirt with doors to make them open. When she wants to look behind her, she doesn't look over her shoulder but puts her head backward and upside-down until she falls over. When she grooms herself, she grooms everything near her...

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after halloween.

Posted by myself_i_must_remake, 01 November 2012 -

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I don’t have writer’s block, but I do have one of its unnamed cousins. If I had free time, I think I would be able to puzzle out how to make the stories I’ve been incubating work on paper, but as things stand, I only have time before I sleep to dream up lines and plot points I end up forgetting by morning. Sometimes I get through entire paragraphs...

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low pressure.

Posted by myself_i_must_remake, 26 October 2012 -

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Hello, all.

I think my cycle of sluttiness is really coming to an end! Three powers came together to make this happen.

1. I had a mystery illness recently. I still don't know exactly what happened, but I was really weak, had a bunch of swollen lymph nodes, and could not stop sleeping. The doctors thought mono, but the test came back negative. The...

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idea for a story

Posted by myself_i_must_remake, 18 October 2012 -

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A long time ago, I wanted to post a story on GA that would have some of its events take place on GA itself, and also include a story written by the main character. I went as far as asking one of the admins (I forget which) if I had permission to do so, and I asked some people if I could give them small cameo appearances.

As usual, I never finished this...

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super short story.

Posted by myself_i_must_remake, 14 October 2012 -

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This weekend is Homecoming Weekend at OU. Hundreds of students from other schools come here to visit. The streets are filled.

My roommate, Shannon, had some friends over to stay with us this weekend. They hit the bars at 5:30 this morning and drank all day. Two of her visiting friends are boyfriend and girlfriend. The boyfriend had to be carried back to...

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"The mind is its own place..."

Posted by myself_i_must_remake, 09 October 2012 -

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On a day to day basis, I have no idea what I'm doing and no idea why I'm doing it, but I seem to be receiving approval from all sides, except, of course, when I spell out to someone a possible reason for my actions, and how I feel about them, and how I could do otherwise but do not.

I received negative feedback on my last entry. I know better than...

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