Bad Seed, centers around a highschool student who's having a bit of rough time at school. And his home life isn't so swell either.
Alot of us have been there and most of us have a story or two to tell. This is the place.

High School Woes! - is a topic inspired by....you. I've gotten more than a few e-mails from readers telling how much they enjoy the story and how it reminds them of a few of their not so pleasant high school memories. A lot of you have shared some really interesting stories with me. Here's the place to share those stories with other readers.

So...ever plan to finish bad seed?

Join the yahoo group if your not a member....that's all I'm saying.

...wait a minute!!...I'm logged on as a member on gayauthors..and the story's is there, up to chap. 5.....what other yahoo group is this thick headed schmuck not getting

Just click the link in my signature to join the yahoo group. Gayauthors is my home site and recieves my new chapters before any other site you're on the right track but the yahoo group is getting info on the upcoming chapters that doesn't get posted here unless it's a special announcement. And lets try to keep any further Bad Seed discussion in that particular topic. I'd like to keep this topic open for people to share their stories. Thanks

Well I will get this topic back to what I believe you had in mind(and its a good idea)


Looking back my Highschool life wasn't to bad, or really didn't have to be so bad. I made it worst for myself. My freshman year was great, I got good grades, had a ton of real friends(aka outside of school) and even though I had knew I was gay, I didn't think about(except at night). Then Sophmore year started pretty much same, then my friends started getting Girl friends. They started to try and hook me up or not be free to do things, both sucked really bad for me. I sort of was forced to really accept I was gay. At the sametime my parents started to fight or rather grow cold towards each other and I had a good idea they were not going to work things out. My grades started slip and I became really depressed. I started to blow off my friends by saying I was sick or I had to work. My best friend started to become sort of a party animal and I told myself I didn't want to be around drugs and drinking. While I now know that was smart and maybe mature, the truth was not that I didn't want to do it but I was scared I'd tell someone my secret if I was drunk.
Junior year I started to hand out with a guy name Matt, we had been friendly for a few years, but he was a grade under me so we only hung out in a group. I always had a big crush on him and thought maybe he was gay. One day in my room I came very close to telling him everything, but I got scared and became afraid to be around him. After this I pretty much stayed in my room, or was at work and school. I started to think about how ashamed my parents would be, how all my friends(or friends I had) would hate me and I started to think about killing myself. Then it dawned on me that it was stupid to do something that would hurt people I cared about because I didn't want them to be hurt when they found out I was gay. So I pushed everything down and continued to be depressed and wishing I was dead. By the end of my senior my parents marriage was all but over and i manage to graduate. I was invited to some parties and of course didn't go.
I then quit my job and pretty much spent 8 months in my room.