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Poetry
Review
Desperation.
That’s the word that runs through my mind as I recite those
words to myself again and again. I can feel the calamity
in the poem Luc brings us, Happy Enough?,
part of his Pain Of Love series of poems.
The dialogue in the poems opening lines was unique, and
I dare say unusual, but if anyone could mold it into art,
it’s Luc. Reading this poem brought out a set of emotions
in me that most of us don’t like to admit we suffer with.
But there’s no denying it; they’re there, and Luc has found
a way to bring them to the forefront with this master piece.
What I find so impressive is the way he illustrates the
difference in being comfortable and being happy. We can
love, and we can be comfortable in our relationships, but
without happiness, what does it really mean? Is it really
worth it? How do we bring ourselves to move on?
On the other hand, do we stay? Do we choose the familiar
over the unknown? Do we cling to the security of what we
have, even if it makes us miserable? Even if the ones we
love are just as miserable, though they love us back and
want to hold on too? When is enough not enough anymore?
There’s no easy answer to those questions, and indeed, the
questions raised in Happy Enough aren’t answered. If they
were, it would be flawed. That’s what makes this poem great.
It begs the question of contentment or happiness. Love or
being in love.
With his extensive series of poems, Luc has taken the lead
in a newer breed of Hosted Authors. He not only turns out
amazing serials, but he also gives us touching, thoughtful
and beautifully written poems with a fresh perspective on
life and love.
Nickolas
James
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Happy Enough? by Luc
“I’m
not quite what you need, am I?”
And
I just looked at him.
“And
I know you love me,
and
you know I love you--
but
I’m just not the one, am I?”
And
I just looked away.
Is
love enough?
Is
the underlying friendship enough
to
fill in the blanks, the holes, the missing pieces?
Is
it enough to want someone?
Is
it enough to need someone
if
all that you need is more than they can give?
Is
it wrong to hold on
when
your head tells you to let go
but
your heart refuses to comply?
Is
it wrong to keep trying
to
make him what you need,
to
make yourself need what he is?
It
is so hard to let go
when
you love someone and he loves you,
even
when he is not the one you need.
Because
when he holds you he is everything
and
you forget what you need--
until
the silence comes and you remember.
Is
the selfishness in the keeping
when
you know there will always be
something
missing, something longed for?
Or
is the selfishness in the leaving
when
you know there is love
and
you probably just want too much?
When
is happy enough, happy enough?
© 2006 Luc |