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My first gay experience/Love

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:,( So wonderful

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It's so wonderful to fall in love with your best friend :)

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Awk, its amazing when these things work it. It truely represents the way in which many of us hurt before feeling complete love

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I have also an experience. My first time was with my boyfriend who I was going out with for five hours. I gave him my virginity. I was 18, and was the bottom. He was 16 and of course, the top. I enjoyed it since I'm naturally passive, so I liked having him inside, but also I felt a bit uncomfortable, like it felt he wasn't doing something right. He became possessive of me, so we had sex multiple times.

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I'm rilly kinda sad. I have somone that I rilly like(no names) but hes really hot except... idk if im gay or what and i dont think hes gay...so... yeah :(

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I'm not sure if girls count here but I'd be really happy to share my experience too...

I was around thirteen when I realized that I'm more interested in girls, I can't remember how did that happened, but I never felt guilt or shame, I was okay with it even if my family is against homosexuality and everything. I have a best friend, we are friends since we were five so we are very close to each other and I couldn't name a thing I didn't like about her. I had a hard time with dealing things, I went through a lot and I didn't feel very well so I wouldn't let people touch me or showing affection toward me, and she was the only exception, somehow what she did to comfort me always felt nice.

We really liked doing little plays or productions together and as we grew older the story changed a lot, we started to write romantic plays and since it was only the two of us presenting one of us had to be the boy. We wanted kiss scenes so we started practicing the fake kiss one day but everytime we tried both of us became really nervous and we both were blushing and everything, and everytime she moved closer I only could think about kissing her. For real. But I wouldn't screw up a friendship so I didn't do it.

We like sleeping together since we are little, and we always did it in a single bed, so as we were laying there and talked in the dark she moved closer and closer and I moved closer and closer too, I just felt like I need to. Our lips were almost touching each other, I felt her breathing on my skin so it was obvious that we can't stop it now because we both know that we crossed that line already. So we started kissing, for half an hour basically, after she was just holding me and I was shaking. We went to sleep, and we never talked about it again. We both had different kind of relationships after that, and I think it helped us to become even better friends. :)

Now I'm seventeen, she is still my best friend and that was my first real experience with emotions and feelings, and I'm glad we did it, it gave me assurance that she's accepting me no matter what, it helped me in my relationships after.

So this is my story...

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Love that story! Happy for you

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My first gay experience...would have to of been when I was about 13. I had just moved to Georgia to live with my grandparents, and started the year late (Georgia goes back to school in early August) in early September. I was standing in line at lunch talking to some guys from my last class when someone poked me in the side to get my attention. The kid that poked me introduced himself as Sam Roberts.Instead of sitting with the guys I came to lunch with I sat with Sam and his friends for lunch, the others completely forgotten. Sam quickly became my best friend when we noticed we both carried around notebooks full of drawings (Sam is the best anime artist I know in person) instead of class notes :2thumbs: . There was a long weekend some time in the spring, which meant no school on Monday, and Sam was coming over to eat junk, watch anime, stay up later than the other so we could draw on the loser's face, and just be weird nerdy 13 year old boys. Late in the night, I think we had just watched Death Note :no:, we agreed we were both ready to drop so we turned off my tv and climbed into my bed. I remember I was just about to fall asleep when Sam blurted out that he liked me "in that kinda way"...needless to say I was awake. I didn't say anything at first I just sat there thinking about what he had just said to me. I was shocked because I had always been taught that being gay was bad, evil, ect. It didn't bother me that Sam had just said he liked me though...really I had no problem with him liking me I just didn't like him.  Even though I didn't care for him romantically I did think of him as a brother and I didn't like guys  :unsure: which I told him.

We stayed best friends until high school when I stayed dating my current boyfriend (5 years strong! :heart:) and Sam didn't like that and became mean and jealous. To this day I still miss the friendship I had with Sam...  :,(

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My first gay experience...would have to of been when I was about 13. I had just moved to Georgia to live with my grandparents, and started the year late (Georgia goes back to school in early August) in early September. I was standing in line at lunch talking to some guys from my last class when someone poked me in the side to get my attention. The kid that poked me introduced himself as Sam Roberts.Instead of sitting with the guys I came to lunch with I sat with Sam and his friends for lunch, the others completely forgotten. Sam quickly became my best friend when we noticed we both carried around notebooks full of drawings (Sam is the best anime artist I know in person) instead of class notes :2thumbs: . There was a long weekend some time in the spring, which meant no school on Monday, and Sam was coming over to eat junk, watch anime, stay up later than the other so we could draw on the loser's face, and just be weird nerdy 13 year old boys. Late in the night, I think we had just watched Death Note :no:, we agreed we were both ready to drop so we turned off my tv and climbed into my bed. I remember I was just about to fall asleep when Sam blurted out that he liked me "in that kinda way"...needless to say I was awake. I didn't say anything at first I just sat there thinking about what he had just said to me. I was shocked because I had always been taught that being gay was bad, evil, ect. It didn't bother me that Sam had just said he liked me though...really I had no problem with him liking me I just didn't like him.  Even though I didn't care for him romantically I did think of him as a brother and I didn't like guys  :unsure: which I told him.

We stayed best friends until high school when I stayed dating my current boyfriend (5 years strong! :heart:) and Sam didn't like that and became mean and jealous. To this day I still miss the friendship I had with Sam...  :,(

That's too bad :( but didnt sam move on and find himself a guy?

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That's too bad :( but didnt sam move on and find himself a guy?

 

Well, the thing is Sam and I didn't stop being friends out of nowhere in high school. After, about two years of being in denial I started to see I was lying to myself about being attracted to guys; at the time Sam started dating this guy Ben. I hung out with Sam and Ben a lot as the third wheel...not really because I wanted to but because Sam always asked me to tag along. After awhile Ben began to get annoyed that I was always coming along, which I totally understand. He wanted alone time with his boyfriend, but Sam would never really just hang out with Ben without me. Things got very awkward very fast. Things really took a turn when I met Ben's younger brother Tanner, my current boyfriend.  By the time of my senior year I almost never hung out with Sam, which was really awkward when we were both over at Tanner and Ben's house.  The next year, Sam, Ben and I went to the same college (Tanner was doing his senior at this point) and things between Sam and Ben were bad because Sam was a mega flirt and always got snappy when Ben would try to say something about it.  Because we all hung out with the same people I would see the way what Sam was doing was hurting Ben and would try to comfort Ben whenever he would get upset, this slowly started a friendship between us. In the end, Sam and Ben broke up because of some crazy fight were Ben almost got in some real trouble (which makes me feel bad for Ben he really loved Sam). After about a month, I think, Sam started dating a girl named Amy...Ben hasn't dated anyone since Sam.

 

 

By the way, I love your profile picture! That is Taemin from SHINee, right? Him and Minho are my favorite. :*)    

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Well, the thing is Sam and I didn't stop being friends out of nowhere in high school. After, about two years of being in denial I started to see I was lying to myself about being attracted to guys; at the time Sam started dating this guy Ben. I hung out with Sam and Ben a lot as the third wheel...not really because I wanted to but because Sam always asked me to tag along. After awhile Ben began to get annoyed that I was always coming along, which I totally understand. He wanted alone time with his boyfriend, but Sam would never really just hang out with Ben without me. Things got very awkward very fast. Things really took a turn when I met Ben's younger brother Tanner, my current boyfriend.  By the time of my senior year I almost never hung out with Sam, which was really awkward when we were both over at Tanner and Ben's house.  The next year, Sam, Ben and I went to the same college (Tanner was doing his senior at this point) and things between Sam and Ben were bad because Sam was a mega flirt and always got snappy when Ben would try to say something about it.  Because we all hung out with the same people I would see the way what Sam was doing was hurting Ben and would try to comfort Ben whenever he would get upset, this slowly started a friendship between us. In the end, Sam and Ben broke up because of some crazy fight were Ben almost got in some real trouble (which makes me feel bad for Ben he really loved Sam). After about a month, I think, Sam started dating a girl named Amy...Ben hasn't dated anyone since Sam.

 

 

By the way, I love your profile picture! That is Taemin from SHINee, right? Him and Minho are my favorite. :*)

 

Wow you just posted your first story :gikkle: seriously that is a lot going on. How weird is it that you ended up being good friends with Ben instead who didnt like you initially. And sam....what happened to him. And you're with your friends's lil brother that is so cute ^_^ p.s you know shinee!? :o

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Wow you just posted your first story :gikkle: seriously that is a lot going on. How weird is it that you ended up being good friends with Ben instead who didnt like you initially. And sam....what happened to him. And you're with your friends's lil brother that is so cute ^_^ p.s you know shinee!? :o

 

Haha, I guess I did...that's weird because I'm not a writer (aside from writing little stories in high school).  Sam lives down the street from me in a different apartment complex with his girlfriend, its a small town.

 

~I love k-pop! My friend Tasha got me into k-pop and k-dramas in high school, I've been addicted ever since . :2thumbs: Sadly, my boyfriend doesn't like k-pop and will only watch dramas with me if he thinks someone is cute in it.  :rolleyes:  

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Oh wow...must be really awkward if you both happened to step out at the same time :/ i used to write stories to but i seem to have no kick to it recently.

 

You like k-pop :lmao: im not into all the bands tho, only shinee ^_^ any fav boy/girl band? And i dont watch drama either. There're kinda too slow lol

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I really like shinee, big bang (also T.O.P and G dragon when its just them), some super junior, 2ne1 (kinda) and exo. Oh but some of the dramas are really good. You should try watching coffee prince its really funny :)

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I really like shinee, big bang (also T.O.P and G dragon when its just them), some super junior, 2ne1 (kinda) and exo. Oh but some of the dramas are really good. You should try watching coffee prince its really funny :)

Yeah! Shinee rocks! And i love TOP too but not GD :P exo's okay, i like the old super junior tho and i never liked 2ne1 :P i prefer J-drama instead ^_^

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My first gay experience I was 12 my friend was 15 we always stayed the night at each others house and we would play around touchy feely I would always be extremely hard and he asked why are you always hard his was twice the size of mine I said I like to touch it is that OK he said yes I really was mesmerized with it we would watch our parents porn when they were gone every time we stay together I would always hold it or rub it on me and always lay touching I would scoot down and lay my head on his stomach and take care of him with my hand one night I'm laying on his stomach completely under covers I touched it with my lips and he flinched hard and then I licked it and he did again it was my first and his also I started to suck it and he got hard as a rock and came really quick and fell asleep I would go to sleep on his stomach holding it and my lips touching it or in my mouth completely Loved to sleep that way we did that for a while I loved putting him to sleep that way we started grinding I would back up to him and put it between my legs and say tell me rite before and he would and I would suck him finish we were both learning next night we went to bed and I scooted down like always and started playing and sucking my head on his stomach and got him hard and layed on my back this time and said get on top I pressed it to my butt and said push slow and it slipped in it hurt a little at first but him holding me tight and being inside me pushing in and out slow made it OK it didn't last that long I told him don't move stay there and he would go to sleep inside me all the time him laying on top of me my arms and legs wrapped around him still inside me sometimes he would wake and realize he would still be in me and wake me up pounding me 2 r 3 times a night and say don't take it out cause if he went to sleep in me he would wake up and get hard again and pound me over and over we went on till I was 16 I had to move away and we talk sometimes he is married and has kids and we talk about our childhood memories every time we talk

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