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  1. I don’t see a chat feature on the site anymore. Also, Comsie’s isn’t working anymore either as he had technical troubles in his own realm. In all honesty, I was very suprised to see an ‘olde style’ chat room when I came here to GA. It was the first thing I used here. But, it might be that the era of the chat engine is being phased out to some extent. Its harder to find them these days. Social media seems to have taken their place.
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    Chapter 40

    'Brandon' is out there, @Blue Dhalia . I know because I sort of know him personally. Never give up and don't be afraid to love and don't forsake 'Brandon' by leaving this world too soon and doing him out of ever having the privilege of meeting the beautiful soul that you are. 'Brandon' is lonely too and still looking for you.
  3. You never have to be sorry about anything, Comsiekins.
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    Too Cute . . .

    I've been laughing my butt of at this for a couple of days. These two cute dudes are soooo totally clueless, particularly the teenaged older brother. OMG! HAHAHAHA!
  5. I sent an email. I have a slight change to my submission.
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    I Wasn't Asleep Yet

    This is so opposite of what I did in a similar situation. I jumped out of bed and un-slept on the couch after ‘JOEseph’ tried that on me. Bailey was MUCH smarter than I was!
  7. So, over the past year, another Temple has been speaking rather loudly into my head. He was Brandon's Great-great Grandfather. His biography and love story is recorded in my story Souvenir. Get your hankies out, this one will be a tear jerker. At this writing, It is about a little over half-way finished. I just wanted to give some Billy and Brandon fans something to read between Billy and Brandon posts. Naturally, it also has a soundtrack being that I write everything to music.
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    Conducting Hazardously

    There is an aspect, most ethereal, to one’s waking within the confines of a lover’s arms. At once, there is a misty confusion one might relegate to the realm of dreams. But then, there, as the mists of Morpheus lift from a mind so altered by such a metamorphosising night, reality brightens back into bones feeling somewhat bent. A decided ache seems to fill the body, particularly within those places intimately exploited to such delicious effect. It is a bone-deep ache that one suffers with maximum joy. A pain of reminding that, ‘This really happened!’ Such a flood filled my skin upon the dawning of my first full day with Adrien. My dream made real, my fulfilment met, the love groaned out of me from a place deeper than the soul. He surrounded me with his arms, his legs, his shoulders, his very chest. Cupped beneath me his hips contained his sex that my movements and my warmth had, yet again, aroused insatiably. That most sensitive bit of flesh, I had the honour of protecting within the clasping warmth of my rider-strong thighs. I worked his manhood up and out from the confines of my thighs to reposition it within the cleft of my sweet secret shame. In his sleep, Adrien moaned happily as his dreams made him piston himself within the warm and exciting canyon of my nethers. I reached for the vial of his unguent and prepared us so that I might awaken Adrien in a special way that morning. By primordial instinct, Adrien’s body responded appropriately and I felt him enter into me. At first, the pinch I had become familiar with, caused my bottom to hesitate, but then, applying my will, I forced myself to relax. As I did Adrien was fed into me, inch by delectable inch, until he was seated firmly within the seal of my undulating flesh. My movements brought him into the instinctual pumping that is the male sexual reflex. The sensations had the desired effect: he awoke with a deep groan of pleasure and used his arms to pull me more tightly against his warm, succulent flesh! Before long we were both rutting like deer mating upon the verge, pounding against each other riotously! In too short an order, we both convulsed into paroxysms of carnal delight as the climax of our morning lovemaking overtook us. It was, by far, the most exquisite way to usher in a new day! But, alas, we had also been far too obstreperous in our exuberance. It was due mostly to our youth and inexperience that neither of us made much thought of the time for such excesses. It would have profited us both better had we kept mindful of such things. We could not have known it at the time, but we had not been alone in the flat at that hour of the morning. Both of us, I suppose, were assured that it was still far too early for the service staff to be in attendance. The darkness without told to us lies as to the sun’s placement in the sky. It was a dark and dreary morning on that day. A famous London doldrum was upon us and what may have been, to us, the night was more like early morning and what could be considered early morning may well have been noon for all of us. There would have been no danger of the Help bursting in upon us and playing witness to our being naked as two Adams together abed. I was always mindful to lock the door to my private rooms before going off to sleep. My staff was above reproach as far as murderous banditry was concerned, but, still, I favoured assurances that my privacy be honoured and that it was to remain inviolate even upon the making of natural mistakes, ie, opening the door upon me as I am undressed, etc. It was by old habit borne of Eton that I went to sleep undressed. This was not as unusual as one might think among the aristocracy. One might consider it a badge of privilege that one could have that luxury. The certainty of a warm fire in the hearth and a firm lock on the bedroom door afforded men in my stead the freedom to sleep as they will. At Eaton, it also afforded me the access I wanted to give to my lovers in those young days. Oh, bother! There I go rambling again! Perhaps I ramble because I do not much care to relive this part of my tale. But, to wit, this part of the tale is actually of singular importance. This is where my time with Adrien would become greatly troubling. It was in this bare infancy of our affair together that its dissolution was already set, you see. So much like birth being the beginning of death for all mankind, so was the flowering of my love for Adrien doomed from the start. The times could not bear what we had together and so neither, I suppose, were we meant to bear it in ourselves. My first indication that we were in for some trouble was four light knocks on my bedroom door. This startled both Adrien and me, but whereas Adrien found our being ‘caught’ amusing, I did not. I rather harshly shut down his sniggering by pressing my hand forcefully against his mouth. He looked surprised and rather hurt by my action, but then, I could not have had him give us away entirely. “My humblest apologies if I have awakened him too promptly, but will Your Grace be taking breakfast at table or within rooms?” The familiarly officious voice of Geoffreys called through the door. His traditionalism was to be revered, by most, for his etiquette was beholden to the kind of impeccability reserved for a time of much higher formality than what I was then used to. I was not fond of it because it smacked of my father’s singular tampering. My father was quite fond of the servile detachment in formal address given a Lord by his house-staff. It was within the ‘proper order of address’ per my father and my father was positively Prussian in his marriage to the ‘proper order’ of things. This formality, in and of itself, however, was not the only reason I did not like Geoffreys. Though I found him tedious and sometimes surprisingly pigheaded about the way I wanted things done in my apartments, it was the fact that I could not trust him that made me dislike him most. He was employed by my father as my butler and personal valet. His duties as ‘valet’ I discharged on my own accord as I would not have Geoffreys attend my person. This may have been due, in some part, to my protest against losing Michaels as my personal valet since young childhood. My father could not ‘spare’ him from Temple House, though for what purpose I hadn’t the foggiest. This machination, in and of itself, drew my suspicion with Geoffreys. The man would be a spy for my father and would keep him apprised of my ‘welfare’ or rather my conduct in the welfare of his reputation through me. If I were to have died by falling off a horse I would doubt it would have raised my father’s eyebrow overmuch. But should I engineer some calamity that would endanger the Temple name . . . now that would be reason to worry. My conduct with Adrien could very well have matched such criteria. Hence, my concern when I heard the pedantic fool at the door to my rooms. “I shall take breakfast at the café, Geoffreys. That will be all.” I answered as civilly as possible as I did not want for Geoffreys to become suspicious. “Very good, Your Grace. What of your guest? Shall he also be taking breakfast without?” This was a vexing question. The fool was already suspicious of Adrien’s presence and had surmised that he’d spent the night. “That is correct. That will be all, Geoffreys.” I added a note of growing irritation to inflect my voice to perhaps dissuade him from any more probing. I came upon the idea that if Geoffreys pressed the issue I would simply say that Adrien was staying with me over business matters. The fact that I had to stoop to such deception just to entertain the newfound light of my life within the confines of my own quarters exacerbated my vexation considerably. The anxiety that curled up behind this vexation was equally exacerbated by the knowledge that this deception might not hold being that Adrien’s bed was obviously unused while mine was in perfect disarray. Though I might have attended my bed myself, I knew that I would not be able to do so in any manner that would be convincing. It was such stuff and nonsense to have to be concerned about such matters! Then again, the whole charade might have been pointless if Geoffreys had taken an ear to our amorous clamour. He might have heard or he mightn’t have, but the point is moot as I was never to know for sure. “Very good, Your Grace.” With that, the fool managed to accost us no more, temporarily. I looked over to Adrien who was barely contained with his own amusement. His topaz eyes verily gleamed with mischief. The look that must have been upon my face sent him into a soft titter. My look that followed that produced in Adrien a beguiling comportment of naughty shame and sweetness. The irresistible combination elicited from me a soft and quiet kiss upon his succulent lips. Alas, his reaching for me to sup more deeply I had to refuse. To have allowed any more would have been to tempt fate. From that point on we were to conduct ourselves hazardously if we were to have any kind of love life at all together. I knew then that this one night we shared together in my bed was to be the only one we would ever again achieve within that bed. From that night on we could only be together among the dark places in Cheapside or White Chapel where brothels and opium dens were still common and hostels for the questionable could be had for a pound a night. Places where my father’s spies would never venture to go. This realisation, perhaps, was the reason why the expression on my face became reflected in the sudden misery I saw in Adrien’s. “(In the French: Why do you look upon me with such sadness, my dearest? Such a change in your countenance is unbecoming. Make of your face the beautiful picture of joy I saw not a few minutes ago! What is wrong?)” Adrien was lost in my eyes and in my sudden fear. “(Be cautious of your endearments, my friend. French is a tongue known in this household but not French affectations. Such things are looked down upon here in Britain. Let us dress for business and let us not speak of our ‘works’ from this previous night. Let us take coffee at the café down the way. It will afford us more privacy for our business.)” I made this to sound as formal as possible in the assurance that I entertained prying ears. I looked to the door pointedly as I said this so as not cause an affront to Adrien. He quite understood and nodded with a more serious expression. “Oui, Mon Seignior. But of course. Such are the ways here.” Adrien said with similar severity and with the note of a snub that would present the perfect derision from a Parisian Bourgeoisie. We dressed. Fortunate as I was, I had a wardrobe suited for the tidy stowage of suits and Adrien had made fastidious use of it upon undressing. Perhaps one of the more arousing things with which he indulged me was his slow and deliberate undressing. Neither of us wantonly ripped away at one another. We both valued are couture far too much. We both wore well tailored clothes of fine material fashioned with some expense. This, in fact, caused me to again question Adrien’s pedigree even further. He claimed to be a baker’s son and only claimed ties to the Ancien Régime historically, but, there seemed to have been at least some of that old High-borne lustre left to him. To this day I cannot fathom where he had his suits done. The silk linings in them alone were thick like bed blanketing. He allowed me to try his pants on once, as we were very similarly squared in size, and I swear it felt like I was slowly enclosing myself with cool softened butter. Ah, but there I go once more so I need to promise more digression. We dressed, as said, and made our way through my apartments attempting to avoid Mr. Geoffreys which was, ultimately, an impossibility. “Will you and your, er, Guest require that I summon a Hansome?” He startled me as I donned my long coat and Adrien donned his in the attempt to brave the inclement weather without. I noticed instantly the ‘discomfort’ in Geoffreys voice as he mentioned my ‘Guest’. What I feared was actually true I was later to find. Geoffreys had heard a bit too much of our intercourse that morning and it was without delay that he tattled upon me to dear old ‘Pa Pa’. In the short span that it took for Adrien and me to partake in a simple breakfast of coffee, tea, soft boiled eggs, and the rare London ‘croissants’, Geoffreys had sent a telegram to my father describing my behaviour and with whom I was behaving. I can only figure that my father paid Geoffreys a handsome bonus for his espionage as it would have not been a wise thing to cross me in those days. I was not without friends among the barristers and Geoffreys would not have had an easy time of it except for the protection and patronage of my conniving father. When we returned home from breakfast I was offered the mail plate upon which rested the damning telegram. Interestingly, it was offered to me by Georgette, one of the housemaids rather than either the House Keeper or Geoffreys. This, in itself, was highly irregular and more than just vaguely insulting. I would later replace the House Keeper with Georgette for this indignity. As it so happened, this was a well-executed change since she later became a solid rock for me in the storms that came. Georgette manages Temple House to this day. As written, the telegram was short and none too sweet: MY SON -(STOP)_ WITH REGARDS WE HOPE THIS MESSAGE FINDS YOU WELL -(STOP)- I TELEGRAM TO ANNOUNCE MY ARRIVAL FORTHWITH WITHIN A DAY AND A NIGHT TO TAKE COUNCIL WITH YOU REGARDING SUCH MATTERS AS HAVE DISTURBED ME. - (STOP)- PREPARE FOR MY ARRIVAL - (STOP)- WITH AFFECTIONS, ETC. LORD TEMPLE, YOUR ADORING FATHER The missive was made with ‘affections,’ alas, that had more to do with concerns beyond any paternal obligations, to be sure. So came to a halt any further hopes I may have had of entertaining Adrien any longer within the confines of my own home. Mind you, the flat was my home by law. I held the deed in my name, bought through my work as a junior barrister and through my trust defined allowance. It was the second half of these monies by which my father held me, unfortunately. At that time in my youth, I could not well afford to be cut loose from my father’s trust. So long as he lived, and so long as his will held, my entitlement to the trust was completely contingent upon my father’s wishes. He could have, as had been done before in the past with aristocratic patronage, disowned me and cut me completely off from my entitlements. (“What of the telegram, my dear? What is the message?”) Adrien asked me as he craned his neck over my shoulder to read. The wording was expressly vague so it was no surprise that he should be perplexed by it. His English reading, I was to learn, was less proficient than his speech. The way Englishmen of bearing present themselves through understatement can confuse even an American, who, by their speech at the least, vocalises an ‘english’ that can be understood by our two nations. In written form, however, American frankness robs the culture of English nuances in word choice where words can be formed in delicacy. But, to French eyes, English, being a blunderbuss of a language, merely confuses when it makes its attempt at nuance. So it fell to me to clarify: “Alas, I would suppose that my fears from before have been realised. Geoffreys has betrayed us to my father, Lord Temple, and he did so with appropriate haste. Most . . . unfortunate.” I said stifling a thickening in my throat as it attempted to strangle my larynx from further speech. (“To what end? Why should such a thing be ‘unfortunate’? I could not make out from the letter any of what you fear being realised, my, um, ‘best friend’.”) Using the French, ‘mon meilleur pote’ or, a nuanced form of ‘my best friend’ Adrien was able to convey his loving concern and affection for me, but in a way, Geoffreys would not understand. I needed translation later myself as I did not know, exactly, what he meant by the terms. In the French I attempted to clarify further: (“It is quite clear to me, my ‘best friend’. My father does not visit me unless it is upon business of great concern to him. Our association and his telegram’s coming are no coincidence. I need to make arrangements for you. You should not be here when he arrives. Lord Temple is very powerful. If his displeasure is great enough he could have you thrown out of Britain and banned ever to return. For me, things could go much worse.”) I sat down on the couch as I must have blanched at the thought of the danger I was in. Adrien would merely be made to go back home. I . . . I could lose my home entirely. “What ‘arrangements’ would you mak’ for me, oui?” This was the first time I ever heard an edge in Adrien’s voice. This whole thing met with his displeasure, naturally. Deep inside, as I came to know him better, he would tell me of his feelings from that day of the telegram. Adrien was always a fighter and a challenger of things he considered wrong in some way. His discernment about right from wrong was largely accurate and despite what I thought to be my ‘moderating’ influence, his fire for righteousness could not be put out by mere reserve. Despite this, his loving response to my obvious distress over my father’s coming was the other part of Adrien that I came to love so dearly. His feelings for the egregious nature of what I had told him of my father’s bellicose nature were things that caused him great ‘revolutionary’ displeasure. But, he could also easily see what danger my father made for me. He knew that any rebellion on his part would visit injury not upon himself but upon me and this was a calamity, Adrien assured me, he hated more than any ‘high-handedness’ from aristocrats or rich fools. As it played out, I actually did set Adrien up in his primary selection of lodging upon his initially coming to London: The Piccadilly Hotel. I expensed it through an account I had set up to allow me to spend part of my monies outside of my father’s perusal. Adrien’s length of stay in London would thus be comfortable enough. Alas, our aching need for one another that evening was too fevered to ignore and we found our ‘getaway’ in an inn above a Whitechapel pub that, oddly, was a favoured place of rest for Wil’s meat cutting staff. Wil turned me on to the place when I visited his shop once at Cheapside. We went together one evening after one of our holidays from school. We made mad love in the loft above this pub quite often. I made quite good friends with his meat cutting staff there as I bought them drinks even at my young age. So, not only did they keep quiet about our affair, but also served as bodyguards from the neighbourhood ruffians. It was, at that time as it is now, quite the rough neighbourhood and, as I’ve made mention before, gentlemen with bodyguards or Brownings are better escorted through the narrow causeways of Whitechapel than those without. We could only take a Hansom cab so far before being let off to go to our little hideaway and so had to make way by foot for a dangerous distance. The pub’s name was ‘The White Crest’ and it is long, long gone now. It was quite the house of ill repute in those days and so gentlemen of all distinctions made use of the place. Thus, the use Wil and I made of it in our younger days. This hazardous place served Adrien and I well enough. We raised no suspicions at all and our passing was as nothing there. There is freedom in low places and it is a freedom I doubt too many patrons of such places truly appreciate. I pray things might be better one day for future men in the position Adrien and I found ourselves. But, even though we ‘conducted ourselves hazardously’ there was a sense of naughtiness that I believe brought some extra ‘spice’ into our sex at The White Crest. One sadness of this arrangement was, among many others, our inability to sleep together and awake together after our ‘sessions’. We had to depart soon after our lovemaking so that I could return to my flat and court offices and he to his Piccadilly residence. This was, indeed, unfortunate in that I almost relished more our intimate closeness in sleep than the actual sex we had together. Our parting physically hurt upon our taking leave of one another that night before my father’s strangely fated visit. Upon that morrow, my father did come looking aged, dusty, dour, and dissatisfied as usual. His habitual ill temper made my reading the depths of his displeasure difficult to surmise. I was to find that his ill-temper was none the worse than per the usual and that his major complaint of the day was his arthritic hip that he was tending to favour that morning. We adjourned to privacy in the meagre library I had managed to gather for myself. He sat, sipped at a cup of tea provided for him and then sighed before looking to me as I stood there patiently awaiting my doom. “I feel I have been remiss, my son. Remiss as my duties as a father, it would seem.” He told the cup of tea as he diverted his penitential gaze from my person. I regarded this comment in the same way as if my duelist had just unsheathed his pistol and made ready to take aim. I prepared for the shot as best as I could and hoped I could manage the resultant pain. He stirred his tea with his teaspoon once or twice and then sipped at it again in a way to drag out this torture. He even managed a bit of a chuckle which was a sound surpassingly rare for my father. I relaxed into my doom and must have dissipated in my aspect sufficiently to allow my father the satisfaction that the threat of his displeasure still held power over me. “I was so hell-bent on getting you arranged into your barrister’s robe that I have deprived you of an experience that all Temples have had in making our Gentleman’s Tour shortly after our first commencement from university.” My father paused and consumed an almond biscuit that had been provided with his tea. I was attempting to process what he was getting at and what angle this served his purpose as my father did this. “If you are between cases at the moment, I encourage you to consider taking your tour as soon as you may. Youth spends itself with alarming speed once the world and its cares have buried their talons into you. Might I suggest the French Riviera and Saint Tropez specifically? That has been the traditional starting point for our grande tour of the Continent. I once had contacts there, but no longer or I should offer them to you as guides. By any road, this should be your tour done your way, my son. When you return, there will be plenty of time for settling. There is actually someone I should like you to be introduced upon your return. But, that can wait until later.” I was flabbergasted! Was Father sending me away on a European Tour? But, then I saw the machinations of it in that the ‘Gentleman’s Tour’ was always the means by which ‘young gentlemen’ shook out their ‘wildness’ in preparation for marriage later. It would be the first and last taste of true freedom I would enjoy in this world. A time when I could run and run with whomever I wished to run so long as I returned home to my duties to my family. “Return to Temple House when you have your leave to. I will have all the arrangements made for your time away.” My father said as he put his empty teacup down. He rose creakily from the wing chair he had taken and actually came to me, clasped me by the shoulder rather warmly, and guided me to the door. “Now, let us take breakfast together! I should like to tell you what choice ports upon which you should call on your journey! There are many you may wish to revisit in the years to come.” He supplied a soft pat on my back as I was given leave to take up my coat and walk, slowly, with my father to his motor cab awaiting outside. He delighted me with tales of the Continent and, I dare say, for a short time, he and I were as close as we ever could be. It was as if he was excited for me and even happy. I was overjoyed, of course, and my youthful exuberance could not be contained. Freedom to travel! Freedom to do as I pleased! Freedom to be with my Adrien in his homeland! But of course: “All I will caution you is with this: such travels are filled with temptations and worldly experiences. Experiences you are bound to have as you must to mature in this world. However, be ever wary of your actions. England’s reach is long and her Lords are ever watched. . .” he whispered to me in confidence. “Be mindful . . . of your company.” With that last part his eyes narrowed and I knew then that he suspected Adrien. My heart sank. Even away I would never be free. But, then my rebellion lit inside of me and my father’s attempts to banish and vanquish my ‘ill favoured desires’ utterly failed. I would have Adrien and I might have him always . . . if I never came back! But to my father I assured: “But of course, my father. I am ever mindful of what is needed for us. Dishonour can never touch me if I keep an honourable heart. Is that not what they taught me at . . . Eaton?” It was a parry to his lunge with the foil. Every nobleman knew the ‘honour’ of Eaton and how none dared argue against it for appearance's sake. To this, my father could only nod in assent. He knew, very well, what ‘honour’ I had experienced at Eaton and had remained silent on the matter. He would do so again here. He had no choice as a ‘gentleman.’
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    Waimea Canyon

    From the album: Stuff

    The Grand Canyon of the Pacific
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    Kalalau

    From the album: Stuff

    Kalalau
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    Chapter 40

    Personally . . . I think Garrett is still in the game. Being a shell-bound closet-case generally predisposes people to the word 'NO' when they really want to say 'YAAAAASS'! I'm not really sure what's going on with the Stevie thing. Even though I 'am' Brandon I can't really be Brandon until Comsie makes me Brandon. Yes, that makes no sense to me either which is a typical Brandon way of thinking. For now, I am calling this time in Brandon's life the 'Awkward Devotional' phase until I know better. An homage to the old song to me and the ancient song to you Millennials called 'Torn Between Two Lovers.' Basically, Brandon's torn between two lovers and feeling like a fool. Should he remain faithful to the one he gave his heart to or honor the love, devotion, and sacrifice of the other who reaches now for him as Brandon reached out for him in the past. This is where an Arcade Junkie threeway might not be such a bad thing!
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    Kalalau

    I think this was my most favorite shot of the trip.
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    Waimea Canyon

    Thanks This is a panoramic shot and the canyon was doing its very best to put himself on maximum display! It was one of those views that you look at but can’t believe you’re looking at it! 😮
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    Stuff

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    Makua and Kila

    From the album: Stuff

    Probably a candidate for the next Hawai’ian themed Pixar Movie.
  16. From the album: Stuff

    Battleships have BIG guns!
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    Mt. Waialeale

    From the album: Stuff

    The wettest place in the US and A.
  18. From the album: Stuff

    A part of the Pirates Of The Carribean: The Black Pearl was filmed right at this spot.
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    Sunrise On Kaua’i

    From the album: Stuff

    The Sun rises on my first day on Avalon.

    © MrM

  20. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Music ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Track List and Lyrics Iris (Goo Goo Dolls) – Main Theme of the Billy Chase Chronicles Secrets (OneRepublic) – Billy’s Secret Life Killing Me Softly With His Song (Roberta Flack) – From The Reader Oh Dear Diary (Sloan) – Billy’s Closet Case They Long to Be Close to You (Glee Cover of Carpenters) – Jamie ‘F#king’ Cross! (Siiiiiiiiiigh) I Want You (Savage Garden) – Billy’s Kaleidoscope Of Crushes Feel The Silence (Goo Goo Dolls) – Billy Just Can’t Get Some I Don’t Want Your Love (Duran Duran) – Joanna x Billy (Not) First Time He Kissed A Boy (Kadie Elder) – Billy: No Longer Sweet 14 Suck me Off (Boy Pussy) - Virginity is Overrated Filthy/Gorgeous (Scissor Sisters) - AJ The Whore Taken In (Mike & The Mechanics) - This Isn't What Love Is Pale Shelter (Tears For Fears) - AJ’s Def Not The One The More you Live, The More You Love (A Flock Of Seagulls) - Lessons Learned Bubble Butt (Major Lazer and Friends) -B-B-B-Bobby Jennette Love/Paranoia (Tame Impala) - True Lust vs. True Love Secret Smile (Semisonic) – Brandon Smiling Love (John Lennon) – So This Is Love! Kiss me (Sixpence None The Richer) – True Love’s First Kiss Cinnamon (Cullen Omori) – Tasting Brandon Sexual Healing – Remix (Marvin Gay) – Brandon the Addiction Careless Whisper (George Michael) - Mistakes and Consequences Mad World (Tears For Fears) - A World Without Brandon Hurting Each Other (The Carpenters) -Unanswered Prayers I’m Already Gone (A Day To Remember) - Broken and Gone Lonely In Your Nightmare (Duran Duran) – There’s Always Someone Else In Need of Love Be My Icon (Duran Duran) – Jimmy LaPlane’s Obsession Hurts Too Much - Remix (Cinnamon Chasers) - Letters From Jimmy Leave me Alone (FIDLAR) – This Is Billy Having Enough Teenage Blue (Dream Girl) – Dying By Degrees After All This Time (Itchyworms) – Melting Ice? Trust (The Cure) - The Hill, Billy’s Plea Tell Me Why (Nine Pound Shadow) – The Hill, Brandon Questioning To Be Forgiven (George Michael) – Apologies and Acceptance Come To Me (Goo Goo Dolls) – Billy and Brandon Together Again! Don’t Dream Its Over (Sixpence None The Richer Cover of Crowded House) - Promises Made The Reason (Hoobastank) – Billy’s Truth Fifteen (Taylor Swift) – Billy and Teenagering Teenage Dream (Glee Cover of Katy Perry) – Music Shops and Special Visitors Lovin U (Cinnamon Chasers) – Loving Someone Is Always The Right Answer Hazel Eyes (Maria Ayo) – A Look Brighter Than Stars Together (Cinnamon Chasers) – Boys Inseparable Sexy Boy – Remix (Air) – Just Looking At Him! Your Sex Is A Dream (Trevor Something) – Sex With Love = Pure Heaven The Mess We’re In (P.J. Harvey) – Getting Caught Distance And Time (Alicia Keys) – Cooling Off Period Pretty Boy (Young Galaxy) – The Prettiest Boy In School Not Enough Time (INXS) – Even Forever Wouldn’t Be Enough In Your Eyes (Glee Cover of Peter Gabriel) – Living In Brandon's Eyes I Can’t Ever Get Enough Of You (Darren Hayes) – Insatiable Love Lyrics Iris (Goo Goo Dolls) – Main Theme of the Billy Chase Chronicles And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life 'Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't wanna miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am .....of who I am When you can't fight the tears that are coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am .....of who I am .....of who I am .....of who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am Secrets (OneRepublic) – Billy’s Secret Life I need another story Something to get off my chest My life gets kinda boring Need something that I can confess Til' all my sleeves are stained red From all the truth that I've said Come by it honestly I swear I thought you saw me wink, no I've been on the brink to Tell me what you want to hear Something that will light those ears I'm sick of all the insincere I'm gonna give all my secrets away This time, don't need another perfect lie Critics ever jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets away My God, amazing how we come this far It's like we're chasing all those stars Who's driving shiny big black cars And everyday I see the news And the problems that we could solve When a situation rises Just write it into an album Send it straight to gold I don't really like my flow Tell me what you want to hear Something that are like those years I'm sick of all the insincere I'm gonna give all my secrets away This time, don't need another perfect lie Don't care if critics never jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets away Got no reason, got no shame Got no family I can't blame Just don't let me disappear I'mma tell you everything Tell me what you want to hear Something that'll light those ears I'm sick of all the insincere I'm gonna give all my secrets away This time, don't need another perfect lie Don't care if critics never jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets All my secrets away So I'm gonna give all my secrets away Killing Me Softly With His Song (Roberta Flack) – From the Reader Strumming my pain with his fingers Singing my life with his words Killing me softly with his song Killing me softly with his song Telling my whole life with his words Killing me softly with his song I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style And so I came to see him to listen for a while And there he was this young boy, a stranger to my eyes Strumming my pain with his fingers Singing my life with his words Killing me softly with his song Killing me softly with his song Telling my whole life with his words Killing me softly with his song I felt all flushed with fever, embarrassed by the crowd I felt he found my letters and read each one out loud I prayed that he would finish but he just kept right on Strumming my pain with his fingers Singing my life with his words Killing me softly with his song Killing me softly with his song Telling my whole life with his words Killing me softly with his song He sang as if he knew me in all my dark despair And then he looked right through me as if I wasn't there But he just kept on singing, singing clear and strong Strumming my pain with his fingers Singing my life with his words Killing me softly with his song Killing me softly with his song Telling my whole life with his words Killing me softly with his song Oh Dear Diary (Sloan) – Billy’s Closet Case Oh Dear Diary, You didn't hear it from me, But I know I know something I shouldn't know, And you're the only one I can tell I'll write it in code Cause if somebody showed You around I'm bound to lose every friend And what am I supposed to do then? They must not see You oh dear diary You're the secret I must keep at any cost If they read The painful poetry And they find out that I feel all will be lost I'm trying to make sense, Feelings so intense, It's hard to cut the dramatics whenever you're young, I'm writing every word of it down You'd know what I mean If you could have seen It was like a coincidence only turned on its head, It took me 20 pages to tell If they see You oh dear diary I'm a liar that's expected in your youth They can't know That I feel and so You'll be on fire and they'll never know the truth Oh dear diary Your secret's safe with me If you're found on the ground of the school I'll be dead, I hear them chanting off with his head Oh dear diary, You didn't hear it from me, But I know I know something I shouldn't know And you're the only one I can tell They Long to Be Close to You (Glee Cover of Carpenters) – Jamie ‘F#king’ Cross! (Siiiiiiiiiigh) Why do birds suddenly appear Every time you are near? Just like me, they long to be Close to you Why do stars fall down from the sky Every time you walk by? Just like me, they long to be Close to you On the day that you were born the angels got together And decided to create a dream come true So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue That is why all the boys in town Follow you all around Just like me, they long to be Close to you On the day that you were born the angels got together And decided to create a dream come true So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue That is why all the boys in town Follow you all around Just like me, they long to be Close to you Just like me, they long to be Close to you Wa, close to you Wa, close to you Ha, close to you La, close to you I Want You (Savage Garden) – Billy’s Kaleidoscope Of Crushes Anytime I need to see your face, I just close my eyes And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine Sweet like a chic-a-cherry cola I don't need to try and explain; I just hold on tight And if it happens again, I might move so slightly To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball That I need to, I want to Come stand a little bit closer Breath in and get a bit higher You'll never know what hit you When I get to you chorus: Ooh, I want you I don't know if I need you But, ooh, I'd die to find out Ooh, I want you I don't know if I need you But, ooh, I'd die to find out I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment Getting comfy getting perfect is what I live for But a look, then a smell of perfume It's like I'm down on the floor And I don't know what I'm in for Conversation has a time and place In the interaction of a lover and a mate, But the time of talking, using symbols, using words Can be likened to a deep sea diver who is swimming with a raincoat Come stand a little bit closer Breathe in and get a bit higher You'll never know what hit you When I get to you chorus Anytime I need to see your face, I just close my eyes And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine Sweet like a chic-a-cherry cola I don't need to try and explain; I just hold on tight And if it happens again, I might move so slightly To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball That I need to, I want to chorus So can we find out? Feel The Silence (Goo Goo Dolls) – Billy Just Can’t Get Some You lie awake at night With blue eyes that never cry All you remember now Is what you feel The truth remains In midnight conversations I asked for this moment But you turned away Sad like a lonely child Broken the day you're born I held the light to you But I was so vain And you remain A promise unfulfilled I ask you for more But you push me away And if we feel the silence Holding this all inside Everything means more now than Words could explain And if we feel the silence Holding this all inside us Looking for something more to say I don't know where I'm going Only know where I been But you move through my soul like a hurricane wind We've been so lost for so long I don't know how to get back again And we're drowning in the water That flows under this bridge When you're fighting the current You forget how to live And I wanted to reach you but I don't know where to begin And you remain A promise unfulfilled until today And if we feel the silence Holding this all inside Everything means more now than Words could explain And if we feel the silence Leaving this all behind us When it's gone what will you say How do we hold on How do we hold on How do we hold on How do we hold on How do we hold on You lie awake at night With blue eyes that never cry I Don’t Want Your Love (Duran Duran) – Joanna x Billy (Not) I don't mind if you're keeping someone else behind I don't care 'cause you've got something I can share Hey, take a chance, even if it's only Only while we're dancing in the Light of your second sight because When you understand me You might feel good around me now. CHORUS I don't want your love to bring me down I don't want your love so turn it around I won't turn you out if you've got someone else Someone else you care about Because you must realise My obsessive fascination is in your imagination CHORUS Your rhythym is the power to move me It's something you control completely I don't want your love I don't want your love I like noise 'cause I like waking up the house I cannot sit down. I can't shut my mouth But when you understand me, You might feel good around me CHORUS Your rhythym is the power to move me It's something you control completely I don't want your love I don't want your love First Time He Kissed A Boy (Kadie Elder) – Billy: No Longer Sweet 14 Troubled face Headphones on Forgetting time and place All he wanted Feeling stuck Set him free Running out of luck On his knees First time he kissed a boy He had never, never known Cover up is what they told Feel so cold First time he kissed a boy He had never, never loved Walks on a curvy road Feel so cold Keeping back The ghost inside Locked him in a pack All his life All his life First time he kissed a boy He had never, never known Cover up is what they told Feel so cold First time he kissed a boy He had never, never loved Walks on a curvy road Feel so cold Get lost, get lost, get lost Get lost, get lost, get lost Suck me Off (Pussy Boy) - Virginity is Overrated Ahhh-hhh (X) I was thinking About me and you Alone together In my room It's the feeling Can't shake the thought I might let you . . . Suck Me Off (X) Suck Suck Suck (X) Unghhhh! Yeah! Uh-huh! Oooo! Ahhh-hhh (X) Yeah I will hold you Don't be scared I'll paint my face I'll wear my hair I'll make it easy Do what I do And when i'm ready . . . I'll Cum On You (X) Cum Cum Cum (X) Unghhhh! Ungghhhhh! Ungggghhhhh!! Ahhh-hhh Ooooh (X) Yyyeah!! Filthy/Gorgeous (Scissor Sisters) - AJ The Whore Oh you're so filthy And I'm gorgeous When you're walkin' down the street And a man tries to get your business And the people that you meet Want to open you up like Christmas You gotta wrap your fuzzy with a big red bow Ain't no sum bitch gonna treat me like a ho I'm a classy honey kissy huggy lovey dovey ghetto princess 'Cause you're filthy (filthy) Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (gorgeous) 'Cause you're filthy (filthy) Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (gorgeous) You're disgusting Oooh, and you're nasty And you can grab me Oooh 'cause you're nasty So Nasty Oh my, Oh my God Oh my God When you're runnin' from a trick And you trip on a hit of acid You gotta work for the man But your biggest moneymakers' flaccid You gotta keep your shit together With your feet on the ground There ain't no one gonna listen If you haven't made a sound You're an acid junkie college flunky dirty puppy dirty bastard 'Cause you're filthy (filthy) Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (gorgeous) 'Cause you're filthy (filthy) Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (gorgeous) You're disgusting Oooh, and you're nasty And you can grab me Oooh 'cause you're nasty 'Cause you're filthy (so filthy) Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (so gorgeous) 'Cause you're filthy (filthy) Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (gorgeous, glorious) You're disgusting (oh yeah right there) And you're nasty (you make me feel so nasty) You can grab me (drop it) Oooh 'cause you're nasty Every day and every night the people they say to me Miss Honour thank you for the beautiful work that you be doing for our people Because everytime when you get out of your Corvette Stingray in your white pumps And your pink ice washed jeans with the matching pink rap fur coat We say "This thing, you got it going on, you is gorgeous" And I say "I am so proud to serve you people because I know that with my looks I can achieve Anything in this world" Yes I got that Revlon contract Oh yes thank you I'll take that record contract too Because you know what? I'm gorgeous And my job with my gorgeousness is to serve the people Serve, and serve some more Yes, thank you ladies and gentlemen for letting me do my beautiful workAnd beautifing this beautiful world that is already, already so pretty. In your city ladies are blessed with the best dressed chest Don't mess the crest on the best breast Your the best, not a silicon mess Sally wants a street, got meet with the freak for this we-e-ek Sip the beat, till the next week Le freak Between the silk she-e-e-e-e-ts. Filthy Gorgeous Filthy Gorgeous Glorious 'Cause you're filthy Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (gorgeous) 'Cause you're filthy Oooh, and I'm gorgeous You're disgusting Oooh, and you're nasty And you can grab me Oooh 'cause you're nasty Taken In (Mike & The Mechanics) - This Isn't What Love Is Taken in, taken in again Wrapped around the finger of some fair-weather friend Caught up in the promises, left out in the end No pride, taken for a ride You say I'm the only one when I look in your eyes I want to believe you but you know how to lie And if you say you understand I don't believe it And when you reach out for my hand I don't believe it And if you say you take the blame I don't believe it And if say that nothing's changed I don't believe it, don't believe it Taken in, taken in again Someone saw me coming, a fool without a friend There's one born every minute and you're looking at him And if you say you want me near I don't believe it And when you're holding back the tears I don't believe it And when you swear that you are mine I don't believe it And it's your heart that's on the line I don't believe it, don't believe it Taken in, taken in again Wrapped around the finger of some fair-weather friend Caught up in the promises, left out in the end No pride, taken for a ride You say I'm the only one when I look in your eyes I'd love to believe you but you know how to lie You say you want me near I don't believe it And when you're holding back the tears I don't believe it Oh, there's one born every minute, you're looking at him Taken in, taken in again Someone saw me coming, a fool without a friend I want to believe you, oh When you say you understand When you reach out for my hand Oh, I wish I could believe you Taken in, taken in again Pale Shelter (Tears For Fears) - AJ’s Def Not The One How can I be sure? When your intrusion is my illusion How can I be sure When all the time you changed my mind I asked for more and more How can I be sure When you don't give me love (You gave me pale shelter) You don't give me love (you give me cold hands) And I can't operate on this failure When all I want to be is Completely in command How can I be sure For all you say you keep me waiting How can I be sure When all you do is see me through I asked for more and more How can I be sure When you don't give me love (You gave me pale shelter) You don't give me love (you give me cold hands) And I can't operate on this failure When all I want to be is Completely in command I've been here before There is no why, no need to try I thought you had it all I'm calling you, I'm calling you I ask for more and more How can I be sure When you don't give me love (You gave me pale shelter) You don't give me love (you give me cold hands) And I can't operate on this failure When all I want to be is Completely in command You don't give me loveYou don't give me love You don't give me loveYou don't give me love You don't give me loveYou don't give me love The More you Live, The More You Love (A Flock Of Seagulls) - Lessons Learned You never give your heart to a stranger Or tell your secrets to a friend You'll put your heart in mortal danger They all desert you in the end The more you live the more you love Or so they say The more you love the more you go away They say that nothing lasts forever And even true love turns to pain Don't trust your feelings to a stranger Don't want to go through this again The more you live the more you love Or so they say The more you love the more you go away The more you live the more you love Or so they say The more you love the more you go away Don't ever give your heart to a stranger Don't ever think that you can go on You'll put your heart in mortal danger Turn around and love is gone The more you live the more you love Or so they say The more you love the more you go away The more you live the more you love Or so they say The more you love the more you go away The more you live the more you love Or so they say The more you love the more you go away Bubble Butt (Major Lazer and Friends) -B-B-B-Bobby Jennette Bubble Butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Turn around, stick it out Show the world you got a Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Turn around, stick it out Show the world you got it Wine, go down, turn and flick it A boy like me know how fi handle oi wicked One bat, two balls, swing it like cricket Pull me locks, slap my ass, make me show you how me wicked Baby baby mek me tell you 'bout the body yah Make you vibrate like a Nokia When me whine and bruk off that body yah Uh huh, even kartel a happy yah Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Turn around, stick it out Show the world you got a Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Turn around, stick it out Show the world you got a I had a cute thing, buenas noches By the end of the night my knees are now on your chest Fuck me bad, let me in, a cardic arrest Make me come Make me come Come, we know you are the best Who's bad? Let me wind upon your cock Tick-tock-tick, riding the clock Beat it, beat it, beat it bad, let me show you what I've got I ain't Snoop Dogg, but I'mma drop it like it's hot Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Turn around, stick it out Show the world you got a Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Turn around, stick it out Show the world you got a OK, open up your Bubba Gump, let me see your bumper The booty so smooth, can't believe is not butter I go in from under, he hotter than a surfer I ate the booty fast, I'm about to start burpin' I burp, burp and re-lick the bottom of the surface I load in my clip in and told him, 'Don't get nervous' I'm a Bang Bang Chiddy, bang, Bang, bang killer Nipple tit dick licker Ball like a dribble Put you in a pickle, nibble on my dickle Why you're tripping? I'm a crazy individual Never do minimum, drive Benz, Bentley too Damn, bitch, talk much, I don't want interviews I'm trying to get into you, into you Then make you my enemy Not playing, got the bitch mad Me don't like flat screen, ass I need a 3D Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Turn around, stick it out Show the world you got a Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Turn around, stick it out Show the world you got a Turn around, stick it out Show the world you got a Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt Love/Paranoia (Tame Impala) - True Lust vs. True Love I may not be as honest as I ought to be now When the walls go up, I said it didn't worry me But it hit me and I cannot hold it in I can just be paranoid, don't quell the desire to love What was really going on, does it really fucking matter? Baby is all you can ask me, ok, fair play here we go I've heard those words before Are you sure it was nothing Cause it made me feel like dying inside And I was insecure, but it's pure Didn't notice until I was in love for real And my feels gonna cross the line Just to find what your type is If only I could reach your mind Oh I'd be fine, I'd be normal Now's my time, gonna do it And suddenly I'm the phony one The only one with a problem True love it bringing it out of me The worst of me, and I know now Do you remember the time we were The time we were by the ocean I didn't care if it was day or night We were right where I wanted Boy I'm sorry, babe, I'm really really sorry I may not be as honest as I ought to be now that When the walls go up, I said it didn't worry me But... Secret Smile (Semisonic) – Brandon Smiling Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile And you use it only for me Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile And you use it only for me So use it and prove it Remove this whirling sadness I'm losing I'm bluesing But you can't save me from madness Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile And you use it only for me Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile And you use it only for me So save me I'm waiting I'm needing, hear me pleading And soothe me, improve me I'm grieving, I'm barely believing it now, now When you are flying around and around the world And I'm lying a lonely I know there's something sacred and free reserved And received by me only Love (John Lennon) – So This Is Love! Love is real, real is love Love is feeling, feeling love Love is wanting to be loved Love is touch, touch is love Love is reaching, reaching love Love is asking to be loved Love is you You and me Love is knowing We can be Love is free, free is love Love is living, living love Love is needing to be loved Kiss me (Sixpence None The Richer) – True Love’s First Kiss Kiss me out of the bearded barley Nightly, beside the green, green grass Swing, swing, swing the spinning step I'll wear those shoes and you will wear that dress. Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling So kiss me Kiss me down by the broken tree house Swing me upon its hanging tire Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat We'll take the trail marked on your father's map Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling So kiss me Kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling So kiss me So kiss me So kiss me So kiss me Kiss me out of the bearded barley. Nightly, beside the green, green grass. Swing, swing, swing the spinning step. Cinnamon (Cullen Omori) – Tasting Brandon Head in my lap, cheeks starting to blush Got a boy warm to the touch Five to twelve lost in a song Keep your guard low and down So let the tears fall down your chin Taste like sin, cinnamon So let the tears fall down your chin Taste like sin, cinnamon You know All we are, my love, is unremarkable All we are, my love, is unremarkable All we are, my love, is unremarkable All we are, my love, is unremarkable Catch your breath, keep it under control Take your time, take it slow A lost cause, a lost soul More and more, I'm losing my form So let the sun kiss your skin Taste like sin, cinnamon So let the sun kiss your skin Taste like sin, cinnamon You know All we are, my love, is unremarkable All we are, my love, is unremarkable All we are, my love, is unremarkable All we are, my love, is unremarkable I can hear you through the stall, don't you go and take it all I can hear you through the stall, don't you go and take it all Sexual Healing – Remix (Marvin Gay) – Brandon the Addiction Oh, baby now let's get down tonight Ooh baby, I'm hot just like an oven I need some lovin' And baby, I can't hold it much longer It's getting stronger and stronger And when I get that feeling I want sexual healing Sexual healing, oh baby Makes me feel so fine Helps to relieve my mind Sexual healing baby, is good for me Sexual healing is something that's good for me Whenever blue teardrops are fallin' And my emotional stability is leaving me There is something I can do I can get on the telephone and call you up baby And honey I know you'll be there to relieve me The love you give to me will free me If you don't know the thing you're dealing Ohh I can tell you, darling, that it's sexual healing Get up, get up, get up, get up Let's make love tonight Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up 'Cause you do it right Baby, I got sick this mornin' A sea was stormin' inside of me Baby, I think I'm capsizin' The waves are risin' and risin' And when I get that feeling I want sexual healing Sexual healing is good for me Makes me feel so fine, it's such a rush Helps to relieve the mind, and it's good for us Sexual healing, baby, it's good for me Sexual healing is something that's good for me Well, it's good for me and it's so good to me my baby, ohh Come take control, just grab a hold Of my body and mind, soon we'll be making it, honey I'll be feeling fine You're my medicine, open up and let me in Darling, you're so great, I can't wait for you to operate I can't wait for you to operate, baby When I get this feeling I need sexual healing When I get this feeling I need sexual healing I gotta have sexual healing, darling 'Cause I'm all alone And I need sexual healing, darling Till you come back home Please don't procrastinate It's not good to masturbate Ooh baby, I'm hot just like an oven I need some lovin' And baby, I can't hold it much longer It's getting stronger Careless Whisper (George Michael) - Mistakes and Consequences I feel so unsure As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor As the music dies, something in your eyes Calls to mind the silver screen And all its sad good-byes I'm never gonna dance again Guilty feet have got no rhythm Though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool Should've known better than to cheat a friend And waste the chance that I've been given So I'm never gonna dance again The way I danced with you Time can never mend The careless whispers of a good friend To the heart and mind Ignorance is kind There's no comfort in the truth Pain is all you'll find I'm never gonna dance again Guilty feet have got no rhythm Though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool I should've known better than to cheat a friend And waste the chance that I've been given So I'm never gonna dance again The way I danced with you Never without your love Tonight the music seems so loud I wish that we could lose this crowd Maybe it's better this way We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say We could have been so good together We could have lived this dance forever But no one's gonna dance with me Please stay And I'm never gonna dance again Guilty feet have got no rhythm Though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool Should've known better than to cheat a friend And waste the chance that I've been given So I'm never gonna dance again The way I danced with you (Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone (Now that you're gone) What I did's so wrong, so wrong That you had to leave me alone Mad World (Tears For Fears) - A World Without Brandon All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you Cause I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World (X) Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you Cause I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World (X) Hurting Each Other (The Carpenters) -Unanswered Prayers No one in the world Ever had a love as sweet as my love For nowhere in the wolrd Could there be a boy as true as you love All my love I give gladly to you All your love You give gladly to me Tell me why then Oh why should it be that We go on hurting each other We go on hurting each other Making each other cry Hurting each other Without ever knowing why Closer than the leaves On a weepin' willow baby we are Closer dear are we Than the simple letters "A" and "B" are All my life I could love only you All your life You could love only me Tell me why than Oh why should it be that We go on hurting each other We go on hurting each other Making each other cry Hurting each other Without ever knowing why Can't we stop hurting each other Gotta stop hurting each other Making each other cry Breaking each other's heart Tearing each other apart I’m Already Gone (A Day To Remember) - Broken and Gone As I look round this make shift moving house I'm searching for whatever's left of me It's on the ground in a box that reads lost and found. It's lost and found. He said, just let it go. He said, it's all you've ever known. And I'm, I'm already gone I'm already something to someone that I don't know. When will I know? And I'm, I'm out making rounds On every side of town That I've been through, that I know. To find my reason to come back home. I've worked it out you'll always bring me down. From here on out I'm doing things for me. I'm impatient now. I'm not the type for life alone, I need someone. He said, just let it go. He said, it's all you've ever know. And I'm, I'm already gone I'm already something to someone that I don't know. When will I know? And I'm, I'm out making rounds On every side of town That I've been through, that I know. To find my reason to come back home. With everything that sets me back, I push back harder to clear the way. There's not a thing that I regret, Can't live my life in yesterday. x2 Life in yesterday. And I'm, I'm already gone I'm already something to someone that I don't know. When will I know? And I'm, I'm out making rounds On every side of town That I've been through, that I know. To find my reason to come back home. Lonely In Your Nightmare (Duran Duran) – There’s Always Someone Else In Need of Love Even on the darkest night when empty promise means empty hand And soldiers coming home like shadows turning red And when the lights of hope are fading quickly then look to me I'll be your homing angel I'll be in your head Because you're lonely in your nightmare let me in And there's heat beneath your winter let me in I see the delta traces living lonely out on the limb And a passing glimmer warm beneath your skin Please tread gently on the ground when all around you earth turns to fire Only get a second chance when danger's on the wind Because you're lonely in your nightmare let me in Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in Must be lucky whether when you find the kind of wind that you need Come on show me all the light and shade that made your name I know you've got it in your head I've seen that look before You've built your refuge turns you captive all the same Because your lonely in your nightmare let me in And it's barren in your garden let me in Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in Because you're so lonely in your nightmare let me in And it's cold out on the stone range let me in Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in Be My Icon (Duran Duran) – Jimmy LaPlane’s Obsession I'll follow you, I'll wait for you You know there's no escape from me You're more than wallpaper in my room I write you letters and bring you gifts I'm going through all your trash I love you so much I keep your cigarette butts Now is the time to come out Come out of the shadows No need to be scared You're gonna be so happy I built you a shrine Now you can be my icon I'm out on the edge There's no way back inside All my friends are gone They didn't understand me It makes so much sense It's no coincidence Just you and I alone here And I need you, oh How many hours have I stared At my face in the mirror I get worried sometimes That the image will shatter No need to be scared You're gonna be so happy I built you a shrine Now you can be my icon No need to be scared I built you a shrine Now you can be my icon I know this is real, believe it We belong together What ever happens You're gonna be with me forever Be my icon You will be my icon Be my icon You will be my icon Be my icon Hurts Too Much - Remix (Cinnamon Chasers) - Letters From Jimmy Today is real But I feel the world is over There between us The game is over And I can't believe the wait is finally over Is over It hurts too much To be apart That love To go I gotta get myself together Gotta give it up forever Today is real And I feel the world is over There between us It hurts too much To be apart It hurts too much To be apart It hurts too much To be apart It hurts too much To be apart Leave me Alone (FIDLAR) – This Is Billy Having Enough I’m a stupid So stupid And a hopeless Romantic I guess I’m damaged But I’ll manage In my room all by myself Being dramatic Alright I'm lazy And fucking crazy And you think I'm putting on some kind of act But this is me really being me And you know what's sick I kinda like it That nobody I know really lives like this But I love it And I’ll say anything you want Because I’m leaving in the morning And maybe I should try falling in love But that just seems so boring Too late to die young And too young to burn out (I'm so burnt out) Or I can fade away I just say that I’m happy now leave me alone Leave me alone! I’m stupid, so stupid And nothing in the world's gonna change my mind So you can suck it! And I’m perfect, and I’m so worth it I’m pretty, oh so pretty, look at me You know you want it! And I’ll say anything you want Because I’m leaving in the morning And maybe I should try to falling in love But that just seems so boring Too late to die young And too young to burn out (I'm so burnt out) Or I can fade away I just say that I’m happy now leave me alone! Teenage Blue (Dream Girl) – Dying By Degrees Oh, you and I Held our hands, told the time Oh, you and I Is it the way you and I wait? My only, my only you Oh, you and I Is it the way you and I stay? Oh, you and I In my mind, you were mine, baby My only, my only you All that I'd ever see all that I'd ever believe is through All that I'd ever see all that I'd ever believe is blue Oh, you and I Held our hands, told the time, baby Oh, you and I It's all the same now, You were mine My only, my only you After All This Time (Itchyworms) – Melting Ice? Walking away, From what I thought would never end Looking okay, But deep inside I'm lost in time It's never over, What I feel for you All done (Won't die), We're all getting older, But my hearts keeps asking why Refrain: Coz' I've thrown away my lucky stars, And my wishes don't come true I've been looking up to heaven, While I'm crying over you Chorus: Coz' I can't forget the good times, We've had when you were mine I just wonder if you need me still, After all this time I just wonder if you need me still, After all this time You turned away I called you back but it's no use What can I say? Now, I know I got nothing to lose Sometimes I still miss you, I just wanted you to know I can't be without you, 'Cause my heart never stop, I just had to give up Refrain: So I've thrown away my lucky stars, And my wishes don't come true I've been looking up to heaven, While I'm crying over you Chorus: Coz' I can't forget the good times, We've had when you were mine I just wonder if you need me still, After all this time I just wonder if you need me still, After all this time Bridge: I wanna know if you stopped trying, You're part of all that I've been through Where all these years of hoping for you, Just a waste of time 'Coz whatever I do, It's no good without you. Refrain: Coz' I've thrown away my lucky stars, And my wishes don't come true I've been looking up to heaven, While I'm crying over you Chorus: Coz' I can't forget the good times, We've had when you were mine I just wonder if you need me still, After all this time Wonder if you need me still, After all this time. After all this time After all this time After all this time Trust (The Cure) - The Hill, Billy’s Plea There's no-one left in the world That i can hold onto There is really no-one left at all There is only you And if you leave me now You leave all that we were Undone There is really no-one left You are the only one And still the hardest part for you Is to put your trust in me I love you more than i can say Why won't you just believe? (x2) Tell Me Why (Nine Pound Shadow) – The Hill, Brandon Questioning Tired of always waiting I'm tired of going home The moment is getting late and I think we should go There's something inside you That's taking its toll There's something inside you I think you know So tell me why you left me here alone You know I'm sick of all the stories, and now its time to go And you think I understand you but I don't And you don't know what this is like Shadows on the outside I'm taking a fall And you say you're going to save me but honey you don't know I'm way beyond your grasp now I'm beyond your control And if I left an empty space here well its nothing you can't sow So tell me why I just can't let you go You know ive been around the world and not seen one like you before And after all this hurt I still love you so And you don't know what this is like There must have been something that you could say There must have been something that you could say Everyone who tried to love you You pushed them all away There must have been something that you could say To Be Forgiven (George Michael) – Apologies and Acceptance I'm going down Won't you help me Save me from myself I hear the sound of the memory Maybe time will tell Suddenly my life is like a river Taking me places I don't want to go But like all good men who swim too well It takes all that I have just to cry for help Then that voice in my head tells me no I'm going down Won't you help me Save me from myself I hear the sound of the memory Maybe, who can tell Let me live my life beside the river Take me to places where a child can grow And then maybe the boy inside will forsake me Maybe the child in me will just let me go I'm going down The cold, cold water is rushing in I'm going down And I would beg to be forgiven If I knew my sin Come To Me (Goo Goo Dolls) – Billy and Brandon Together Again! I'll be kind, if you'll be faithful You be sweet and I'll be grateful Cover me with kisses dear Lighten up the atmosphere Keep me warm inside our bed I got dreams of you all through my head Fortune teller said I'd be free And that's the day you came to me Came to me Come to me my sweetest friend Can you feel my heart again I'll take you back where you belong And this will be our favorite song Come to me with secrets bare I'll love you more so don't be scared And when we're old and near the end We'll go home and start again I caught you burnin' photographs Like that could save you from your past History is like gravity It holds you down away from me You and me, we've both got sins And I don't care about where you've been Don't be sad and don't explain This is where we start again Start again Come to me my sweetest friend Can you feel my heart again I'll take you back where you belong And this will be our favorite song Come to me with secrets bare I'll love you more so don't be scared And when we're old and near the end We'll go home and start again Start again Today's the day I'll make you mine So get me to the church on time Take my hand in this empty room You're my love, and I'm your man Come to me my sweetest friend This is where we start again, Again Come to me my sweetest friend Can you feel my heart again I'll take you back where you belong And this will be our favorite song Come to me with secrets bare I'll love you more so don't be scared When we're old and near the end We'll go home and start again Start again Don’t Dream Its Over (Sixpence None The Richer Cover of Crowded House) - Promises Made There is freedom within, there is freedom without Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup There's a battle ahead, many battles are lost But you'll never see the end of the road While you're traveling with me Hey now, hey now Don't dream it's over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in They come, they come To build a wall between us We know they won't win Now I'm towing my car, there's a hole in the roof My possessions are causing me suspicion but there's no proof In the paper today tales of war and of waste But you turn right over to the T.V. page Hey now, hey now Don't dream it's over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in They come, they come To build a wall between us We know they won't win Now I'm walking again to the beat of a drum And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof Get to know the feeling of liberation and release Hey now, hey now Don't dream it's over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in They come, they come To build a wall between us We know they won't win Don't let them win (hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now) Hey now, hey now Don't let them win (they come, they come) Don't let them win (hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now) The Reason (Hoobastank) – Billy’s Truth I'm not a perfect person There's many thing I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new And the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears That's why I need you to hear I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new And the reason is you And the reason is you And the reason is you And the reason is you I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new And the reason is you I've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do And the reason is you Fifteen (Taylor Swift) – Billy and Teenagering You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors It's the morning of your very first day You say "Hi" to your friends you ain't seen in a while Try and stay out of everybody's way It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here For the next four years in this town Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say, "You know I haven't seen you around before." 'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you You're gonna believe them And when you're fifteen Feeling like there's nothing to figure out Well count to ten, take it in This is life before you know who you're gonna be Fifteen You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail And soon enough you're best friends Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool We'll be out of here as soon as we can And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car And you're feeling like flying And you're momma's waiting up and you think he's the one And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends When the night ends 'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you You're gonna believe them When you're fifteen and your first kiss Makes your head spin round but In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy of the football team But I didn't know it at fifteen When all you wanted was to be wanted Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday But I realized some bigger dreams of mine And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy Who changed his mind and we both cried 'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you You're gonna believe them And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall I've found that time can heal most anything And you just might find who you're supposed to be I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen La la la la la la la La la la la la la la La la la la la la la Your very first day Take a deep breath, girl Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors. Teenage Dream (Glee Cover of Katy Perry) – Music Shops and Special Visitors You think I'm pretty without any make-up on You think I'm funny when I tell the punch line wrong I know you get me, so I'll let my walls come down, down Before you meet me I was alright But things were kinda heavy, you brought me to life Now every February you'll be my valentine, valentine Let's go all the way tonight No regrets, just love We can dance until we die You and I we'll be young forever You make me feel like I'm living a Teenage Dream, the way you turn me on I can't sleep Let's run away and don't ever look back Don't ever look back My heart stops when you look at me Just one touch, now baby, I believe This is real So take a chance and don't ever look back Don't ever look back We drove to Cali and got drunk on the beach Got a motel and built a floor out of sheets I finally found you, my missing puzzle piece, I'm complete Let's go all the way tonight No regrets, just love We can dance until we die You and I we'll be young forever You make me feel like I'm living a Teenage Dream, the way you turn me on I can't sleep Let's run away and don't ever look back Don't ever look back My heart stops when you look at me Just one touch, now baby, I believe This is real So take a chance and don't ever look back Don't ever look back I might get your heart racing In my skin-tight jeans Be your teenage dream tonight Let you put your hands on me In my skin-tight jeans Be your teenage dream tonight You make me feel like I'm living a Teenage Dream, the way you turn me on I can't sleep Let's run away and don't ever look back Don't ever look back My heart stops when you look at me Just one touch, now baby, I believe This is real So take a chance and don't ever look back Don't ever look back I might get your heart racing In my skin-tight jeans Be your teenage dream tonight Let you put your hands on me In my skin-tight jeans Be your teenage dream tonight Lovin' U (Cinnamon Chasers) – Loving Someone Is Always The Right Answer Lovin' U Was The Right Thing To Do Leavin' U Was The Wrong Thing To Choose (X) Hazel Eyes (Maria Ayo) – A Look Brighter Than Stars As I see your hazel eyes I am lost within their skies As I'm loved, I come alive As I stay with you As the waves start breaking me As I'm pushed to farther seas I am breaking cause I see How I'm loved by you And I see you Youuu And I see you Youuu And I see you Youuu And I see you Youuu And I see you I can feel it in my blood I can hear in the wave There's a pure relentless blood Running through my veins Running through my veins Running through my veins Running through my veins And I see you Youuu And I see you Youuu And I see you Youuu And I see you Youuu And I see you Youuu And I see you Youuu And I see you Youuu And I see you Youuu And I see you Youuu And I see you Lalalala... Together (Cinnamon Chasers) – Boys Inseparable Instrumental Sexy Boy – Remix (Air) – Just Looking At Him! Sexy boy Sexy boy Sexy boy Sexy boy Où sont tes héros Au corps d'athlète? Où sont tes idoles Mal rasés, bien habillés? Sexy boy Sexy boy Dans leurs yeux des dollars Dans leurs sourires des diamants Moi aussi, un jour Je serai beau comme un Dieu Sexy boy Sexy boy Apollon 2000 Zéro défauts, vingt-et-un ans C'est l'homme idéal Charme au masculin Sexy boy Sexy boy Sexy boy Sexy boy Sexy boy Sexy boy Sexy boy Sexy boy Your Sex Is A Dream (Trevor Something) – Sex With Love = Pure Heaven I fantasize Its your love that I desire I close my eyes And your body takes me high But can this be true Is it what it seems To be here with you This must be a dream Your sex is a dream And I don't want to wake up Your sex is a dream And I don't want to wake up Your sex is a dream Your body's a desert And your kiss is a mirage Delusional pleasure And your love is a facade But can this be true Is it what it seems To be here with you This must be a dream Your sex is a dream And I don't want to wake up Your sex is a dream And I don't want to wake up Your sex is a dream The Mess We’re In (P.J. Harvey) – Getting Caught Can you hear them The helicopters I'm in New York No need for words now We sit in silence You look me In the eye directly You met me I think it's wednesday The evening The mess we're in And ooooh... The city sunset over me The city sunset over me Night and day I dream of Making love To you now baby Love making On screen Impossible dream And I have seen The sunrise over the river The freeway Reminding of This mess we're in And ooooh... The city sunset over me The city sunset over me The city sunset over me The city sunset over me What were you wanting What was he wanted I just wanna say Don't ever change now baby I'd thank you I don't think we will meet again And you must leave now Before the sun rises Above the skycrapers And the city landscape comes into view Swell on my skin Oh This mess we're in Ooooh... The city sunset over me The city sunset over me The city sunset over me The city sunset over me Distance And Time (Alicia Keys) – Cooling Off Period This song is dedicated to all the lovers who cant be together separated by distance and time You were always on my mind All I do is count the days Where are you now? Know I never let you down I will never go away I really wish that you would stay but what would we do All the days that you've been gone I dream about you And I anticipate the day that you will come home, home, home No matter how far you are No matter how long it takes him Through distance and time I'll be waiting And if you have to walk a million miles I'll wait a million days to see you smile Distance and time, I'll be waiting Distance and time, I'll be waiting Will you take a train, to meet me where I am Are you on your way? And I will never do anything to hurt you I'll never live without you I really wish that you would stay but what would we do All the days that you've been gone I dreamed about you And I anticipate the day that you will come home, home, home No matter how far you are No matter how long it takes him Distance and time, I'll be waiting And if you have to walk a million miles I'll wait a million days to see you smile Distance and time I'll be waiting No matter how far you are No matter how long it takes him Through distance and time, I'll be waiting And you can walk a million miles I'll wait a million days to see you smile Through distance and time, I'll be waiting Oh oh oh, oh Oh oh oh, hey Oh oh oh oh I'll be waiting Oh oh oh Oh oh oh Through distance and time I'll be waiting You are always on my mind All I do is count the days Where are you now? Pretty Boy (Young Galaxy) – The Prettiest Boy In School When we were lost We found each other And headed sightless for the sea. We had no way Misfit and stray Living beyond both muse and pity. And I know you feel isolated And I feel what you won't say I don't care if the disbelievers Don't understand, you're my pretty boy, always. I felt no pain When you changed your name We were each other's only family. Walking away Would change the way And I know you feel isolated And I feel what you won't say I don't care if the disbelievers Don't understand, you're my pretty boy, always. And I know you feel isolated And I feel what you won't say I don't care if the disbelievers don't understand You're my pretty boy. And I know you feel isolated And I feel what you won't say I don't care if the disbelievers don't understand You're my pretty boy, always. Always. Not Enough Time (INXS) – Even Forever Wouldn’t Be Enough And I was lost for words In your arms Attempting to make sense Of my aching heart If I could just be Everything and everyone to you This life would just be so easy Not enough time for all That I want for you Not enough time for every kiss And every touch and all the nights I wanna be inside you We will make time stop For the two of us Make time stop And listen for our sighs Not enough time for all That I want for you Not enough time for every kiss And every touch and all the nights I wanna be inside you In our fight against the end Making love we are immortal We are the last two left on earth And I was lost for words In your arms Attempting to make sense of My aching heart If I could just be everything And everyone to you Not enough time for all That I want for you Not enough time for every kiss Not enough time for all my love Not enough time for every touch Not enough time for all That I want for you Not enough time for every kiss And every touch and all the nights I wanna be inside you In Your Eyes (Glee Cover of Peter Gabriel) – Living In Brandon's Eyes Love I get so lost sometimes Days pass And this emptiness fills my heart When I want to run away I drive off in my car But whichever way I go I come back to the place you are All my instincts They return The grand façade So soon will burn Without a noise Without my pride I reach out from the inside In your eyes The light, the heat I am complete I see the doorway To a thousand churches The resolution Of all the fruitless searches Oh, I see the light and the heat Oh, All I want to be that complete All I want is touch the light The heat I see in your eyes Love I don't like to see so much pain So much wasted And this moment keeps slipping away I get so tired Working so hard for our survival I look to the time with you To keep me awake and alive And all my instincts They return And the grand façade So soon will burn Without a noise Without my pride I reach out from the inside In your eyes, in your eyes In your eyes, in your eyes In your eyes The light the heat In your eyes I am complete In your eyes I see the doorway To a thousand churches In your eyes The resolution In your eyes Of all the fruitless searches Oh, I see the light and the heat In your eyes Oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light The heat I see in your eyes In your eyes, in your eyes In your eyes, in your eyes In your eyes, in your eyes I Can’t Ever Get Enough Of You (Darren Hayes) – Insatiable Love Darren Hayes - I Can't Ever Get Enough Of You Lyrics | MetroLyrics Well I know that I have only ever held your hand But just one touch is more than enough to understand There's a master plan And although I know I don't believe in destiny Maybe it found me Now my world is filled with so many things But nothing compares to the touch of your skin There's a symphony And a melody that plays whenever you're around I think I've been found I can see the sun And I can feel the rain I can hear the wind call your name I can feel your love But there's one thing I can't do I can't ever get enough of you Now I know that in the past I've been much too keen But your eyes are the kindest that I've ever seen I guess there are some things you just know There's a voice inside telling me to hold on And never let you go There's a tune that plays It's a sacred sound It's a symphony I hear whenever you're around Now my world is filled With a whisper of love and a promise of tomorrow I can see the sun And I can feel the rain I can hear the wind call your name I can feel your love But there's one thing I can't do I can't ever get enough of you When we make love I lose track of time I can't count all the colors I see in your eyes And while your heart beats in mine, it's true I can't ever get enough of you Now my world is filled with so many things But nothing compares to the touch of your skin There's a symphony And a melody that plays whenever you're around I think I've been found I can see the sun And I can feel the rain I can hear the wind call your name I can feel your love But there's one thing I can't do I can't ever get enough of you I can see the sun And I can feel the rain I can hear the wind call your name I can feel your love But there's one thing I can't do I can't ever get enough of you
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Various Artists with textures by Brian Eno and the main theme by Samuel Barber ~~~~~~~~~~~ Adagio For Strings - Samuel Barber (Main Theme) Under Stars II – Brian Eno (Drifting through the Spirit World) In A Lifetime – Clannad (The Residual Haunting) Childhood – Michael Jackson (Christopher’s Lament) The Secret Place – Brian Eno (Horror in the Haunted Alley) The Bridge of Tears – Clannad (Christopher Meets Simon) Is There A Ghost? – Band of Horses (Father Malachi and the Little Boy Lost) Matta – Brian Eno (The Umbereth) To Wish For Impossible Things – The Cure (Christopher’s Haunting Moan) Wax and Wane – Cocteau Twins (The Book of the Damned) Signals – Brian Eno (Going to Church) Plainsong – The Cure (Fear of Angels) Ghosts – Japan (Existential Crisis of a Ghost) Hawks Do Not Share – The Devils (The Bloodstain) The Twilight Garden – The Cure (Daydreams of Heaven) At Night – The Cure (Detective Cummings and The Night Of…) 2 Late – The Cure (Simon’s Fateful Decision) One Hundred Years – The Cure (Spirit War) Tomorrow, Wendy – Concrete Blonde (Lies and then Someone You Love Dies) Cold – The Cure (The Darkening of Christopher) Under Stars II - Icebreaker (The Angel of Death) In Our Angelhood – Cocteau Twins (Earning Your Wings) A Chain of Flowers – The Cure (Father Malachi Grieves) My Tears Are Becoming A Sea – M38 (A Guardian’s Work) The Funeral Party – Jesu (Requiem for the Beloved) The Ghost In You – Psychedelic Furs (Lovers in Spirit) To The Sky – The Cure (Going Into The Light) Agnus Dei (A choral refrain for Barber’s Adagio) – David Hill and the Westminster Choir (The Final Adagio) ~~~~~~~ 1. Adagio For Strings - Samuel Barber (Main Theme) ~~~ Sorowful Overture ~~~ 2. Under Stars II – Brian Eno (Drifting through the Spirit World) ~~~ Mysterious Ambient Texture and refrain for the mystery of the Spirit World ~~~ 3. In A Lifetime – Clannad (The Residual Haunting) ~~~ Hard to tell Or recognize a sign To see me through A warning sign First the thunder Satisfied, if the past it will not lie Then the storm Torn asunder The future you and I get blown away In the storm In a lifetime And as the rain it falls Begin again, as the storm breaks through Heavy in my heart Believe the light in you So the light shines in you Without color, faded and worn Torn asunder in the storm Unless the sound has faded from your soul Unless it disappears First the thunder Selfish storm Then the storm Hold on the inside Torn asunder One life In the storm In a lifetime In a lifetime ~~~ 4. Childhood – Michael Jackson (Christopher’s Lament) ~~~ Have you seen my Childhood? I'm searching for the world that I come from 'Cause I've been looking around In the lost and found of my heart No one understands me They view it as such strange eccentricities 'Cause I keep kidding around Like a child, but pardon me People say I'm not okay 'Cause I love such elementary things It's been my fate to compensate, For the Childhood I've never known Have you seen my Childhood? I'm searching for that wonder in my youth Like pirates in adventurous dreams, Of conquest and kings on the throne Before you judge me, try hard to love me, Look within your heart then ask, Have you seen my Childhood? People say I'm strange that way 'Cause I love such elementary things, It's been my fate to compensate, For the Childhood I've never known Have you seen my Childhood? I'm searching for that wonder in my youth Like fantastical stories to share The dreams I would dare, watch me fly Before you judge me, try hard to love me The painful youth I've had Have you seen my Childhood? ~~~ 5. The Secret Place – Brian Eno (Horror in the Haunted Alley) ~~~ Dark and chilling Ambient Texture ~~~ 6. The Bridge of Tears – Clannad (Christopher Meets Simon) ~~~ Lyrics The mist has cleared from Muckish Hill Our parting coming nearer The last embrace, the final touch With nothing more to say Nothing more to say As silence fell around the bridge Not a single word was spoken A bitter breeze, a lonely stream Echoed through the Glen Echoed through the Glen Droichead na ndeor Agus droichead na gcaointe Droichead na gcaointe Agus droichead na ndeor Memories fade with passing age In forlorn hope we wait for Distant hills still haunt us now Until the end of time Until the end of time Droichead na ndeor Agus droichead na gcaointe Droichead na gcaointe Agus droichead na ndeor Droichead na ndeor Agus droichead na gcaointe Droichead na gcaointe Agus droichead na ndeor ~~~ 7. Is There A Ghost? – Band of Horses (Father Malachi and the Little Boy Lost) ~~~ I could sleep I could sleep I could sleep I could sleep When I lived alone Is there a ghost in my house? I could sleep I could sleep I could sleep I could sleep When I lived alone Is there a ghost in my house? When I lived alone Is there a ghost in my house? My house I could sleep I could sleep I could sleep I could sleep When I lived alone Is there a ghost in my house? When I lived alone Is there a ghost in my house? My house I could sleep I could sleep I could sleep I could sleep When I lived alone Is there a ghost in my house? When I lived alone Is there a ghost in my house? My house ~~~ 8. Matta – Brian Eno (The Umbereth) ~~~ Frighteningly dark ambient texture ~~~ 9. To Wish For Impossible Things – The Cure (Christopher’s Haunting Moan) ~~~ Remember how it used to be When the sun would fill up the sky Remember how we used to feel Those days would never end Those days would never end Remember how it used to be When the stars would fill the sky Remember how we used to dream Those nights would never end Those nights would never end It was the sweetness of your skin It was the hope of all we might have been That fills me with the hope to wish Impossible things But now the sun shines cold And all the sky is grey The stars are dimmed by clouds and tears And all I wish Is gone away All I wish Is gone away All I wish Is gone away ~~~ 10. Wax and Wane – Cocteau Twins (The Book of the Damned) ~~~ Carrying prose Broke my real friend The devil bites dirty, we wax and we wane The devil bites dirty, we wax and wane Licking our wounds The devil bites dirty Reckoning we'll taste We wax and we wane The devil bite's dirty, we wax and wane Caring is a bury gin shot The devil bites dirty Up to the wee wanes Oh, we laugh in their faces The devil bites dirty, we wax and wane ~~~ 11. Signals – Brian Eno (Going to Church) ~~~ Ominous but slightly inspiring ambient texture ~~~ 12. Plainsong – The Cure (Fear of Angels) ~~~ "i think it's dark and it looks like rain" you said "and the wind is blowing like it's the end of the world" you said "and it's so cold it's like the cold if you were dead" and then you smiled for a second. "i think i'm old and i'm in pain" you said "and it's all running out like it's the end of the world" you said "and it's so cold it's like the cold if you were dead" and then you smiled for a second sometimes you make me feel like i'm living at the edge of the world like i'm living at the edge of the world "it's just the way i smile" you said ~~~ 13. Ghosts – Japan (Existential Crisis of a Ghost) ~~~ When the room is quiet The daylight almost gone It seems there's something I should know Well I ought to leave but the rain it never stops And I've no particular place to go Just when I think I'm winning When I've broken every door The ghosts of my life blow wilder than before Just when I thought I could not be stopped When my chance came to be king The ghosts of my life blew wilder than the wind Well I'm feeling nervous Now I find myself alone The simple life's no longer there Once I was so sure Now the doubt inside my mind Comes and goes but leads nowhere Just when I think I'm winning When I've broken every door The ghosts of my life blow wilder than before Just when I thought I could not be stopped When my chance came to be king The ghosts of my life blew wilder than the wind ~~~ 14. Hawks Do Not Share – The Devils (The Bloodstain) ~~~ Dark eyes you've got new clothes Please stay with me I love you You are a dream believe me We cut our hair We go to bed Sleep scented head Now we know our promises were true & we know a burden has been shared But Hawks don't share they gather in Hawks don't share Hawks don't share they gather in Hawks don't share Hawks don't share No history to forget Not fame & fortune to regret We tried so hard to find the truth Don't leave me here Then I see your hands outstretched to me & I know the role I played was false But Hawks don't share they gather in Hawks don't share Hawks don't share they gather in Hawks don't share Hawks don't share they gather in Hawks don't share Hawks don't share Dark eyes you've got new clothes Clothes Clothes Clothes Clothes Clothes Clothes Clothes Clothes ~~~ 15. The Twilight Garden – The Cure (Daydreams of Heaven) ~~~ I lift my lips from kissing you To kiss the sky Cloud soft and blue And slow the sun melts down Into your golden words for me I lift my hands from touching you To touch the wind that whispers through This twilight garden Turns into a world Where dreams are real No-one will ever take your place I am lost in you No-one will ever take your place So in love with you I lift my eyes from watching you To watch the star rise shine onto Your dreaming face and dreaming smile You're dreaming worlds for me I lift my lips from kissing you And kiss the sky wide deepest blue And slow the moon swims up Into your golden words for me No-one will ever take your place I am lost in you No-one will ever take your place So in love with you ~~~ 16. At Night – The Cure (Detective Cummings and The Night Of…) ~~~ Sunk deep in the night I sink in the night Standing alone underneath the sky I feel the chill of ice On my face I watch the hours go by The hours go by You sleep Sleep in a safe bed Curled and protected Protected from sight Under a safe roof Deep in your house Unaware of the changes at night At night I hear the darkness breathe I sense the quiet despair Listen to the silence At night Someone has to be there Someone has to be there Someone must be there ~~~ 17. 2 Late – The Cure (Simon’s Fateful Decision) ~~~ So I'll wait for you Where I always wait Behind the signs that sell the news I'll watch for you like yesterday And hope for you One day that once Spent out on me And up 'til late I search for you Your hat pushed straight Away from me Your measured step Heads up you win Always too late If I could just once catch your eye Invisible against the words That hold you down in solitude And never let you go ~~~ 18. One Hundred Years – The Cure (Spirit War) ~~~ It doesn't matter if we all die Ambition in the back of a black car In a high building there is so much to do Going home time A story on the radio Something small falls out of your mouth And we laugh A prayer for something better A prayer For something better Please love me Meet my mother But the fear takes hold Creeping up the stairs in the dark Waiting for the death blow Waiting for the death blow Waiting for the death blow Stroking your hair as the patriots are shot Fighting for freedom on the television Sharing the world with slaughtered pigs Have we got everything? She struggles to get away The pain And the creeping feeling A little black haired girl Waiting for Saturday The death of her father pushing her Pushing her white face into the mirror Aching inside me And turn me round Just like the old days Just like the old days Just like the old days Just like the old days Caressing an old man And painting a lifeless face Just a piece of new meat in a clean room The soldiers close in under a yellow moon All shadows and deliverance Under a black flag A hundred years of blood Crimson The ribbon tightens round my throat I open my mouth And my head bursts open A sound like a tiger thrashing in the water Thrashing in the water Over and over We die one after the other Over and over We die one after the other One after the other One after the other One after the other One after the other It feels like a hundred years A hundred years A hundred years A hundred years A hundred years One hundred years ~~~ 19. Tomorrow, Wendy – Concrete Blonde (Lies and then Someone You Love Dies) ~~~ Lyrics It is complete, now Two ends of time are neatly tied A one-way street She's walking to end of the line And there she meets The faces she keeps in her heart and mind They say, "Goodbye" Tomorrow, Wendy you're going to die Tomorrow, Wendy you're going to die Underneath the chilly gray November sky We can make believe that Kennedy is still alive And we're shooting for the moon And smiling Jack is driving by And they say, "Good try" Tomorrow, Wendy you're going to die Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die I told the priest Don't count on any second coming God got his ass kicked The first time he came down here slumming He had the balls to come The gall to die and then forgive us No, I don't wonder why I wonder what he thought it would get us Hey, hey, goodbye Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die Hey, hey, good bye Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die Only God says, "Jump" So I set the time 'Cause if he ever saw her It was through these eyes of mine And if he ever suffered It was me who did his crying Hey, hey, goodbye Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die (Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die) Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die (Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die) Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die Hey, hey, goodbye Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die Hey, hey, goodbye Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die ~~~ 20. Cold – The Cure (The Darkening of Christopher) ~~~ Scarred Your back was turned Curled like an embryo Take another face You will be kissed again I was cold as I mouthed the words And crawled across the mirror I wait Await the next breath Your name Like ice into my heart A shallow grave A monument to the ruined age Ice in my eyes And eyes like ice don't move Screaming at the moon Another past time Your name Like ice into my heart Everything as cold as life Can no one save you? Everything As cold as silence And you never say a word Your name Like ice into my heart Your name Like ice into my heart ~~~ 21. Under Stars II - Icebreaker (The Angel of Death) ~~~ Master Refrain for the mystery of the Spirit World 22. In Our Angelhood – Cocteau Twins (Earning Your Wings) ~~~ He's gonna chalk you out In his angelhood He's got the love, let- let us Like he said he would, like he said he would He's gonna chalk you out In his angelhood Please stand alone and let us Like he said he would, like he said he would Like he said he would Like he said he would (5x) Like he said, the angelfish In our angelhood Now our heart's on the edge Like you said they would, like you said they would We're truly angelfish In our angelhood Now our heart's on the edge Like you said they would, like you said they would Like you said they would In our angelhood (3x) Judging you, angelhood, judging you In our angelhood (3x) Judging you, angelhood, trust in him In our angelhood (3x) Judging you, angelhood, judging him In our angelhood (3x) ~~~ 23. A Chain of Flowers – The Cure (Father Malachi Grieves) ~~~ Please wake up It's so dark and cold Please wake up I feel so alone And I feel so scared That you're going away And I feel so scared All I want is summer Stories from before Just like the time you tried to hide Behind the churchyard wall And fell asleep before I came And found you in a chain of flowers Sleeping like a marble boy Sleeping in another world I'll never tell you of all the different ways Of all the different ways You made me so afraid You made me so afraid Afraid... Please wake up It's so dark and cold Please wake up I feel so alone And I feel so scared That you're going away And I feel so scared I'll never tell you of all the different ways Of all the different ways You made me so afraid ~~~ 24. My Tears Are Becoming A Sea – M38 (A Guardian’s Work) ~~~ I'm slowly drifting to you The stars and the planets Are calling me A billion years away from you I'm on my way I'm On... I'm On... ~~~ 25. The Funeral Party – Jesu (Requiem for the Beloved) ~~~ Two pale figures Ache in silence Timeless In the quiet ground Side by side In age and sadness I watched And acted wordlessly As piece by piece You performed your story Moving through an unknown past Dancing at the funeral party Memories of children's dreams Lie lifeless Fading Lifeless Hand in hand with fear and shadows Crying at the funeral party I heard a song And turned away As piece by piece You performed your story Noiselessly across the floor Dancing at the funeral party ~~~ 26. The Ghost In You – Psychedelic Furs (Lovers in Spirit) ~~~ A man in my shoes runs a light And all the papers lied tonight But falling over you Is the news of the day Angels fall like rain And love is all of Heaven away Inside you the time moves And he won't fade The ghost in you He don't fade Inside you the time moves And he won't fade A race is on, I'm on your side And hearing you my engines die I'm in a mood for you For running away Stars come down in you And love, you can't give it away Inside you the time moves And he won't fade The ghost in you He won't fade Inside you the time moves And he don't fade Don't you go It makes no sense When all your talking supermen Just take away the time And get in the way Ain't it just like rain And love, is only heaven away Inside you the time moves And he won't fade The ghost in you He don't fade Inside you the time moves And he won't fade ~~~ 27. To The Sky – The Cure (Going Into The Light) ~~~ One perfect morning I was all alone Listening to The blaze of summer Drifting, I was falling I was floating in a golden haze Breathing in the sky blue sounds Of memories of other days And in my dreams I was a child Flowers in my mouth and in my eyes And I was floating through the colors of a sky Up to the stars and angels Up, up, up to Heaven Up, up, up forever Up, up, up to Heaven Up, up, up forever Turning in my climb I looked down on a lake Traced upon the water There I saw your face Sang in recollection Of the times we shared Then pushed on ever upward To the sky And in my dreams I was a child Flowers in my mouth and in my eyes And I was floating through the colors of a sky Up to the stars and angels ~~~ 28. Agnus Dei (A choral refrain for Barber’s Adagio) – David Hill and the Westminster Choir (The Final Adagio) ~~~ The choir singing at the requiem mass for Simon and Christopher Agnus dei Qui tollis peccata mundi Miserere nobis Agnus dei Qui tollis peccata mundi Miserere nobis Agnus dei Qui tollis peccata mundi Dona nobis pacem ~~~ ~~~~~~~ Chris Rhodes In Life
  22. The Seashell: ~~~~~~~~~~ From the Brothertiger album 'Out of Touch' and 'The Pearl' by Brian Eno and Harold Bud. 1. The Pearl (The Cove) 2. Fall Apart (The Love Song of a Sea God) 3. Engulfed (Under the Wine Dark Sea) 4. A Stream With Bright Fish (Neptune and the Wonders of the Deep) 5. Upon Viridian Waters (The Rapture of Alexis) 6. Dark Eyed Sister (Aphrodite's Curse) 7. High Tide (To Lose and to Be Lost) 8. Beyond The Infinite (Eros' Counsel) 9. Lost In The Humming Air (Upon The Winds of Zephyrus) 10. Out Of Touch (Searching The Horizon) 11. Wake (Swept Out to Sea) 12. Drift (Guided by the Nereids) 13. Their Memories (Nerites and Alexis Touch Through Morpheus) 14. Jungle Floor (The Island of Pan) 15. Against The Sky (The Divine Discussion) 16. Grenada (Nerites' Choices) 17. Let Me See - Clannad (Alexis' Prayer) 18. Angel of the Sirens - Cinnamon Chasers (The Calling of the Seashell) 19. Locust Point (Alexis' Eyes Are Opened) 20. Still Return (The Blessings of Faith) 20. Song To The Siren - The Celtic Angels (The Sea and the Longing) Lyrics ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Pearl (The Cove) --------------------------------------------------------- Instrumental *** Fall Apart (The Love Song of a Sea God) --------------------------------------------------------- You, you came into this life To see what you could find You took me for a friend Afraid, I know you feel this way But I can’t seem to take Your mind away from it And I know that these things will fall apart I’m growing from the very start I finally see the place Where you and I will make our final mark Upon our interrupted hearts And finally a flame erupts inside: 'Wait! Don't Go!' And I feel the wave crashing down I hear that solitary sound And I feel the wave crashing down All around, you were always on my mind... (The Prince of the Sirens Sings) Go, see it to it’s end Make all your amends and tell me when it's over Fade into the silent light I feel it all the time But you don’t recognize this world I feel for you my Love 'I’m afraid of this world' Fall away from the night 'Hey! Don't Go!' And I feel the wave crashing down I hear that solitary sound And I feel the wave crashing down All around, you were always on my mind (X1) *** Engulfed (Under the Wine Dark Sea) --------------------------------------------------------- Satin shadow These eyes couldn’t capture Forgetting myself As the days are running faster Connecting the edge Of a life to another Sending the echoes Of an essence rediscovered Calling out again To the silence of the deep wood Looking at the world through a new light Following the fallen leaves That drift along the water I can hardly recognize What I am on the inside You could stay but I don’t care Enough for anything in this life These days I’m unaware of what Is really deep inside Faded, fallen I’m engulfed in emotion Your careless calling Is alive with devotion The sudden silence Deviates from the steady sound I’m flooded with defiance As the echo races all around Coming to the edge of the forest In the deep wood Looking at the world with a new light Following the voices That are drifting through the water I can hardly recognize What I am on the inside You could stay but I don’t care Enough for anything in this life These days I’m unaware of what Is really deep inside *** A Stream With Bright Fish (Poseidon and the Wonders of the Deep) --------------------------------------------------------- Instrumental *** Upon Viridian Waters (The Rapture of Alexis) --------------------------------------------------------- We’ve gone so far beyond emotion In daylight Surrounded in my own mind Against the cold night *** Dark Eyed Sister (Aphrodite's Curse) --------------------------------------------------------- Instrumental *** High Tide (To Lose and To Be Lost) --------------------------------------------------------- You run through the forest Away from it all You soak in the current With your back to the wall You swim through the tides When the summer calls You follow the sounds of The waterfall I follow to the edge And I fall to the floor I swim in circles And I drift evermore It seems I can’t remember Who I was before I’m floating in an ocean That I can’t explore But I can hang on to the surface In flowing, oscillated time My lungs are filling up with water But I won’t sink to the void I climbed to the top Of the fiery wall I swallowed my emotions And embraced the fall Exploring through the silence Of the shadows call I’m swimming through the current And I feel it all But I can hang on to the surface In flowing, oscillated time My lungs are filling up with water But I won’t sink to the void *** Lost In The Humming Air (Upon The Winds of Zephyrus) --------------------------------------------------------- Instrumental *** Beyond The Infinite (Eros' Counsel) --------------------------------------------------------- Sinking to the floor I found another life Waking to the color Fading I was rusted Unrecognized Molded to the others Making a connection To the other side Thought I found a lover Lost into ascension To my blinded eyes Calling for another 'Let go of your lying eyes Lying eyes Let go' Hanging on to someone That I recognized Bright beyond the colors Withered to the marrow I realized Nothing like the others Falling through the floor I came upon your eyes Thought I found a lover Searching evermore I demoralized Calling for another 'Let go of your lying eyes Your Lying Eyes Let go' (X) *** Out Of Touch (Searching The Horizon) --------------------------------------------------------- Midnight coming I’m farther away than I used to be Running down these city streets Where the future beckons to me We’ve got nothing Written down in our history Moving on two hearts agree But you can call on me On the horizon line I see the form reflecting in time In the blue-green light There’s a movement all around me I feel there’s something Coming on this sudden breeze Colors changing on the leaves The scene’s got nothing on me Drift from the softness Drawing out this strange disease Moving towards the deeper seas The future’s calling to me On the horizon line I see the form reflecting in time In the blue-green light There’s a movement all around me *** Wake (Swept Out To Sea) --------------------------------------------------------- Time and again I’m rushing to the end I could never really figure you out And when it comes to this I’d rather reminisce ‘Cause reality is wearing me down Open up your eyes to the sunlight Breaking the dawn When the night draws out And my hopes are gone This fire is still burning Right into my bones I don’t want to stick around this town anymore The wake you form is surrounding us The days are gone and we’re starting over The wake you form is surrounding us Drowning in the water Filling me up I open up my lungs To breath I have begun As I go between the night and the dawn I calibrate the sun And follow everyone To find I’m barely hanging on Open up your eyes to the summer night Silent and warm As the light endures like it did before These tides are still turning Right into the shore I don’t want to stick around this town anymore The wake you form is surrounding us The days are gone and we’re starting over The wake you form is surrounding us Drowning in the water Filling me up *** Drift (Guided by the Nereids) --------------------------------------------------------- Hallowed ghost So suddenly I find Wandering the night Growing shadows on the floor Falling through I have to look inside Reflected on my eyes There I see myself before Child in the dark Grows fond of all illumination Emanating from the city light Leading ever on Towards the outskirts of this city Where our pasts would reunite Our pasts would reunite I’m calling out But I’m too far gone to see you When the night falls I drift into the chasm below I know now That I am still no different From anything around me I still implore Following The footprints left behind Trailing through the times Where we’ve gone through once before She can open up my eyes To deeper seas Of distant memories That I’m dying to explore Child in the night Moves forward to a new direction Moving towards a new and distant light Leading ever on Towards the outskirts of this city Where our pasts would reunite Our pasts would reunite *** Their Memories (Nerites and Alexis Touch Through Morpheus) --------------------------------------------------------- Instrumental *** Jungle Floor (The Island of Pan) --------------------------------------------------------- (as written in The Second Jungle Book...) One moment past our bodies cast No shadow on the plain; Now clear and black they stride our track, And we run home again. In morning-hush, each rock and bush Stands hard, and high, and raw: Then give the Call: "Good rest to all That keep the Jungle Law!" The dew is dried that drenched our hide, Or washed about our way; And where we drank, the puddled bank Is crisping into clay. The traitor Dark gives up each mark Of stretched or hooded claw: Then hear the Call: "Good rest to all That keep the Jungle Law!" *** Against The Sky (The Divine Discussion) --------------------------------------------------------- Instrumental *** Grenada (Nerites' Choices) --------------------------------------------------------- Open up the doors into my mind Fill me up with colors So strong and refined Go into the place that we call A paradise Where everything around you and I Is alive Falling through the memories to explore I could not imagine what I was looking for You, you’re just a presence of something Before Never mind the sadness you’re bound to Adore All again there is nothing wrong I’m floating in the ocean for days Hoping to find myself again So I dive beneath the waves Show me down the path you know is right Now I’m just a traveler Who’s lost in the night I can’t tell the darkness Apart from the light Reaching for some substance With all of my might Running through the memories I explore Struggling to imagine what I was looking for Counting all the places where I stood Before Til I came upon you as I walked through The door All again there is nothing wrong I’m floating in the ocean for days Hoping to find myself again So I dive beneath the waves Save me, oh my will Save me, ever still Won’t you save me? Oh my will *** Let Me See - Clannad (Alexis' Prayer) --------------------------------------------------------- Let me see generation times Will we hear children singing rhymes? Sweet memories gone by, they're gone by Let me be wiser with my eyes Let me see my love by my side Let me see heaven Lonely years of searching the wilderness How this world can lead us all astray Don't let me cry over colourless pictures No more bitter winds No more troubled seas Just forgive me and let me see Let me see my love, let me see Let me see my love, let me see Let me see generation times Will we hear children singing rhymes? Sweet memories gone by, they're gone by Let me be wiser with my eyes Let me see my love by my side Let me see heaven Crossing the room, I recognize the child in me I'll close my eyes to release away all my fears We silence the rose to see it blossom back again Step by step we walk on Word by word we talk on Just forgive me and let me see Let me see generation times Will we hear children singing rhymes? Sweet memories gone by, they're gone by Let me be wiser with my eyes Let me see my love by my side Let me see heaven *** Angel of the Siren - The Cinnamon Chasers (The Calling of the Seashell) ___________________________________ Our dreams are old Our friends are gone And our story's been told Just, carry on A break in the clouds will guide us home You look like an angel of the sirens I, can't believe the wait has been so long I feel like I've been burning bridges to stay with you Friends and lovers have come and gone We have just stood here alone Although I'm pleased to be beside you I'm, lonelier than I have ever known And you look like an angel of the sirens I can't believe the wait has been so long (The endless calling of the Seashell) *** Locust Point – Brothertiger (Alexis’ Eyes are Opened) --------------------------------------------------------- Inside of my own mind I feel Him again I opened up my young eyes To the water's edge I climbed up to the branches To watch the flow I saw Him, I saw Him far below! So I reached out to the edge there I felt the flow I extended my own hand To gather more Then I felt the tremor, I felt it on the inside! I fell into the rubble Fell into the daylight But He took me back to the top And I found myself again! He took me back to the top And I found myself whole! I walked through the sun Toward a voice so far away In a silent wind It drifts upon the waves I reached out to the daylight That fell upon my face As I opened up my eyes To a familiar place! And He took me back to the top And I found myself again! He took me back to the top And I found myself whole! But he took me back to the top And I found myself again! He took me back to the top And I found myself whole! (X) *** Still Return (The First Blessing In Faith) --------------------------------------------------------- (Mysterious and Inspiring Interlude) The Song To The Siren - Celtic Angels (The Sea and the Longing) ___________________________________ Long afloat on shipless oceans I did all my best to smile 'Til your singing eyes and fingers Drew me loving to your isle And you sang Sail to me Sail to me Let me enfold you Here I am Here I am Waiting to hold you Did I dream you dreamed about me? Were you hare when I was fox? Now my foolish boat is leaning Broken lovelorn on your rocks, For you sing, "Touch me not, touch me not, come back tomorrow: O my heart, O my heart shies from the sorrow" I am puzzled as the newborn child I am troubled at the tide: Should I stand amid the breakers? Should I lie with death my bride? Hear me sing, "Swim to me, swim to me, let me enfold you: Here I am, here I am, waiting to hold you" ***
  23. Various Artists Angel In The Snow - A-ha (Brian's Love Song; Main Theme) Snowflake - Kate Bush (Snowflake's Theme) Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap (Jimmy's Theme) Euphoria - TV Mania (Sabrina's Troubles) Instant Crush - Various Covers of Daft Punk (The Struggle of Love At First Sight) Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order (Love is Complicated) Love Comes Quickly - Pet Shop Boys (Jimmy's Mulberries) Love's Easy Tears - Cocteau Twins (Losing Snowflake) The Main Man - Jason Nevins (Snowflake Takes San Francisco) My Beautiful Friend - The Charlatans UK (A Circus of First Times) The Sodom And Gomorrah Show (San Diego and Las Vegas) Fever - Superpitcher (Love In The Loft) Somebody Else - The 1975 (Love On The Rocks) Hunting High And Low - Silje Nergaard Cover of A-Ha (Hunting High and Low) Melting Ice - Ladytron (Brian and Snowflake Reconnect Through Training and the First Big Race) Winter Is The Warmest Season (When it's cold outside, it's the warmest season) The Sun Always Shines On TV (Extended) (The Olympics!....But Something Isn't Right) In Your Face - The Children of Bodem (Fighting for the One You Love) Colder - Charon (Russian Games) One Minute More (Elektromekanik Mix) - Capital Cities (Getting Away From It All) More Than This -1000 Maniacs cover of Roxy Music (Romance In Helsinki) The Northern Lights - Duran Duran (Club DTM and Flying North) Sacra - Apocolyptica (The Lapland) Ascent (An Ending) II - Icebreaker (The Forever White Under the Phosphorescent Sky) Missing - Arcadia ('Now I Am Falling') Lightning Crashes (Acoustic) - Live ("Be Ready To Catch Me") A Thousand Years - Christina Peri (True Love Never Dies: Snowflake's Love Song) Angel In The Snow (Instrumental) - A-Ha (Snowflakes) Lyrics ~~~~~~~~~~~ Angel In The Snow - A-ha (Brian's Love Song; Main Theme) Angel, angel of snow Wherever you may go Hmm, yeah... I'll follow Wherever you may go: And always will I be there Shake worries from your hair Hmm, yeah... I'll be there Always: Oh, Angel, angel of snow Wherever you may go Hmm, yeah... I'll follow Wherever you may go: You're my angel in the snow You're my angel in the snow ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Snowflake - Bertie McIntosh & Kate Bush (Snowflake's Theme) I was born in a cloud... Now I am falling. I want you to catch me. Look up and you'll see me. You know you can hear me. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. We're over a forest. There's millions of snowflakes. We're dancing. The world is so loud. Keep falling and I'll find you. I am ice and dust. I am sky. I can see horses wading through snowdrifts. My broken hearts, my fabulous dances. My fleeting song, fleeting. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. My broken hearts, my fabulous dance. My fleeting song. My twist and shout. I am ice and dust and light. I am sky and here. I can hear people. I think you are near me now. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. We're over a forest. It's midnight at Christmas. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. I think I can see you. There's your long, white neck. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. Now I am falling. Look up and you'll see me. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. In a moment or two. I'll be with you. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. Be ready to catch me. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. ~catch~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap (Jimmy's Theme) Sweet disposition Never too soon Oh, reckless abandon Like no one's watching you A moment of love A dream A laugh A kiss A cry Our rights Our wrongs A moment of love A dream A laugh A moment of love A dream A laugh So stay there 'Cause I'll be coming over While our blood's still young It's so young, it runs Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop to surrender Songs of desperation I played them for you A moment of love A dream A laugh A kiss A cry Our rights Our wrongs A moment of love A dream A laugh A moment of love A dream A laugh Stay there 'Cause I'll be coming over While our blood's still young It's so young, it runs Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop to surrender Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop to surrender [repeating over the next verse 'til the end:] A moment of love A dream A laugh A kiss A cry Our rights Our wrongs A moment of love A dream A laugh A moment of love A dream A laugh Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop to surrender ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Euphoria - TV Mania (Sabrina's Troubles) They are able to simulate the exact brain patterns The grey world of reality Euphoria Random joy Expensive toy You captivate my mind I never answer telephones Don't like to leave my screen alone Try to stand but fall again No help from my new friend Tangled strands of DNA Explain the way that I behave Euphoria Floating through this fatal bliss I have no time to think Don't want to wake up in the world out of focus fading away Dilated pupil REM I freeze a single frame From the life I used to lead Before altered reality Euphoria... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Instant Crush - Daft Punk (The Struggle of Love At First Sight) [Verse 1] I didn't want to be the one to forget I thought of everything I'd never regret A little time with you is all that I get That’s all we need because it's all we can take One thing I never seem the same when your around I don’t believe in him—his lips on the ground 'I will not to take you to that place in a rush But no one gives us any time anymore' He ask me once if I'd look in on his dog You made an offer for it, then you ran off I got this picture of us kids in my head And all I hear is the last thing that you said [Pre Chorus] "I listened to your problems Now listen to mine" I didn't want to anymore, oh oh oh [Chorus] And we will never be alone again 'Cause it doesn't happen every day Kinda counted on you being a friend Can I give it up or give it away Now I thought about what I wanna say But I never really know where to go So I chained myself to a friend 'Cause I know it unlocks like a door And we will never be alone again 'Cause it doesn't happen every day Kinda counted on you being a friend Can I give it up or give it away Now I thought about what I wanna say But I never really know where to go So I chained myself to a friend Sing more again [Verse 2] It didn't matter what they wanted to see He thought he saw someone that looked just like me The summer memory that just never dies We worked too long and hard to give it no time He sees right through me, it's so easy with lies Cracks in the road that I would try and disguise He runs his scissor at the seem in the wall He cannot break it down or else he would fall One thousand lonely stars hiding in the cold Take it, I don't wanna sing anymore [Pre Chorus] "I listened to your problems Now listen to mine" I didn't want to anymore, oh oh oh [Chorus] And we will never be alone again 'Cause it doesn't happen every day Kinda counted on you being a friend Can I give it up or give it away Now I thought about what I wanna say But I never really know where to go So I chained myself to a friend 'Cause I know it unlocks like a door And we will never be alone again 'Cause it doesn't happen every day Kinda counted on you being a friend Can I give it up or give it away Now I thought about what I wanna say But I never really know where to go So I chained myself to a friend 'Cause I know it unlocks like a door... I don't understand, don't get upset That I'm not with you We’re swimming around, It's all I do, when I'm with you [Chorus] And we will never be alone again 'Cause it doesn't happen every day Kinda counted on you being a friend Can I give it up or give it away Now I thought about what I wanna say But I never really know where to go So I chained myself to a friend 'Cause I know it unlocks like a door And we will never be alone again 'Cause it doesn't happen every day Kinda counted on you being a friend Can I give it up or give it away Now I thought about what I wanna say But I never really know where to go So I chained myself to a friend 'Cause I know it unlocks like a door Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order (Love is Complicated) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Every time I think of you I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine But it's a problem I find Living a life that I can't leave behind But there's no sense in telling me The wisdom of the fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows Well every day my confusion grows Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You say the words that I can't say I feel fine and I feel good I'm feeling like I never should Whenever I get this way I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You say the words that I can't say (x) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love Comes Quickly - Pet Shop Boys (Jimmy's Mulberries) Sooner or later, this happens to everyone To everyone (To Brian) You can live your life lonely Heavy as stone Live your life learning And working alone Say this is all you want But I don't believe that it's true 'Cause when you least expect it Waiting round the corner for you... Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) (To Snowflake) You can live a life of luxury If that's what you want Taste forbidden pleasures Whatever you want You can fly away to the end of the world But where does it get you to? 'Cause just when you least expect it Just what you least expect... Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) I know it sounds ridiculous, but speaking from experience It may seem romantic, and that's no defense Love will always get to you Sooner or later, sooner or later, this happens to everyone To everyone You can fly away to the end of the world But where does it get you? Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) (Oooh) Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love's Easy Tears - Cocteau Twins (Losing Snowflake) Love, without him She ought to know he owns himself Love, without him She ought to know Gee, how many loved her man How he could have done that he lived so loved The phone rang Die, so long, so love Yea, man, joys of love said them Love, without him She ought to know he owns himself Love, without him She ought to know Gee, how many loved her man How he could have done that he lived so loved The phone rang Die, so long, so love Yea, man, joys of love said them Joys of love had the cat on the couch these days Don't go leave me out Every stuffy day I go home Plus you don't know love Gee, how many loved her man How he could have done that? He lived so loved The phone rang Die, so long, so love Yea, man, joys of love said them (Please, please, please) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Main Man - Jason Nevins (Snowflake Takes San Francisco) Heyo Heyo I'm the main man I'm the main man Mommy's all right, Mommy's all right She's a natural born whore who's just out of sight Mommy's all right, Mommy's all right She's a natural born whore who's just out of sight Hey I'm the main man I'm the main man Hey I'm the main man Hey I'm the main man, I'm the main man, I'm the main man Mommy's all right, Mommy's all right She's a natural born whore who's just out of sight 2x Hey x3 I'm the main man x3 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My Beautiful Friend - The Charlatans UK (A Circus of First Impressions) My Beautiful Friend I will pay attention don't say this is the end I find it hard to describe you To point and discover you Could I tell you once again Oh, My Beautiful Friend Let me sleep and I will feed you when you're hungry 4 Ever live inside of me Thru the holes in the pockets of my clothes High as high as an angel I will stand there beside you Love is all we need Oh, My Beautiful Friend Oh, My Beautiful Friend My Beautiful Friend I swear I adore you Ain't no woman deep enough I don't know how we made it this far dear Without losing at least an ear I could leave us, I could leave us a painting Our lives are-a-changing So it goes I couldn't and I wouldn't want to change you Don't you know it I can save you I will do all of this on my Very own Oh, My Beautiful Friend Oh, My Beautiful Friend Do you ever get this feeling We're Supposed to carry on ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Sodom And Gomorrah Show - Pet Shop Boys (San Diego and Las Vegas) Sun, sex, sin, divine intervention Death and destruction Ladies and gentlemen Welcome to The Sodom And Gomorrah show I lived a quiet life A stranger to champagne I never dared to venture out To cities of the plain I heard about their way of life Took it with a pinch of salt The freedom and the time to play A life so easy, it intrigued me When you called to say "Are you gonna go To the Sodom And Gomorrah Show? It's got everything you need for your complete Entertainment and instruction Sun, sex, sin, divine intervention Death and destruction The Sodom And Gomorrah show Is a once in a lifetime production" I think it's true to say My life was changed that night In the liberated atmosphere All around me, someone found me Whispered in my ear "Are you gonna go To the Sodom And Gomorrah Show? It's got everything you need for your complete Entertainment and instruction Sun, sex, sin, divine intervention Death and destruction The Sodom And Gomorrah Show Is a once in a lifetime production" Then we went on after hours There was place, down below It was there I realized The meaning of the show You've got to love to learn to live Where angels fear to tread I did it and I don't regret the day Even now, I think of how You turned to me to say Sun, sex, sin, death and destruction Sun, sex, sin, death and destruction Are you gonna go (Sun, sex, sin, death and destruction) Sodom And Gomorrah (Sun, sex, sin, death and destruction) Are you gonna go To the Sodom And Gomorrah show? It's got everything you need for your complete Entertainment and instruction Sun, sex, sin, divine intervention Death and destruction The Sodom And Gomorrah Show Is a once in a lifetime production ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Fever - Superpitcher (Love In The Loft) Never know how much I love you Never know how much I care When you put your arms around me I get a fever that's so hard to bear You give me fever When you kiss me Fever when you hold me tight Fever! in the morning Fever all through the night Sun lights up the daytime Moon lights up the night I light up when you call my name And you know I'm gonna treat you right You give me fever When you kiss me Fever when you hold me tight Fever! in the morning Fever all through the night Everybody's got the fever That is something you all know Fever isn't such a new thing Fever started long ago Romeo loved Juliet Juliet, she felt the same When he put his arms around her He said, "Julie, baby, you're my flame "Thou giveth fever "When we kisseth "Fever with thy flaming youth "Fever! I'm afire "Fever, yea, I burn, forsooth." Cap'n Smith and Pocahontas Had a very mad affair When her daddy tried to kill him She said, "Daddy, oh, don't you dare! "He gives me fever "With his kisses "Fever when he holds me tight "Fever! I'm his missus "Daddy, won't you treat him right?" Now you've listened to my story Here's the point that I have made Boys were born to give you fever Be it Fahrenheit or Centigrade They give you fever When you kiss them Fever if you live and learn Fever! till you sizzle What a lovely way to burn What a lovely way to burn What a lovely way to burn What a lovely way to burn ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Somebody Else - The 1975 (Love on the Rocks) So I heard you found somebody else And at first I thought it was a lie I took all my things that make sounds The rest I can do without I don't want your body But I hate to think about you with somebody else Our love has gone cold You're intertwining your soul with somebody else I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone And then leaving with somebody else No, I don't want your body But I'm picturing your body with somebody else Come on baby This ain't the last time that I'll see your face Come on baby You said you'd find someone to take my place I just don't believe that you have got it in you 'cause We are just gonna keep 'doin' it' and everytime I start to believe in anything you're saying I'm reminded that I should be getting over it I don't want your body But I hate to think about you with somebody else Our love has gone cold You're intertwining your soul with somebody else I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone And then leaving with somebody else No, I don't want your body But I'm picturing your body with somebody else I don't want your body, I don't want your body I don't want your body, I don't want your body I don't want your body, I don't want your body Get someone you love? Get someone you need? Fuck that, get money I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone Get someone you love? Get someone you need? Fuck that, get money I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone Get someone you love? Get someone you need? Fuck that, get money I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone Get someone you love? Get someone you need? Fuck that, get money I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone I don't want your body But I hate to think about you with somebody else Our love has gone cold You're intertwining your soul with somebody else I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone And then leaving with somebody else No, I don't want your body But I'm picturing your body with somebody else ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hunting High And Low - Silje Nergaard cover of A-ha (Hunting High And Low) Here I am And within the reach of my hands He's sound asleep and he's sweeter now Than the wildest dream could have seen him And I Watch him slipping away Though' I know I'll be hunting high and low High There's no end to the lengths I'll go to Hunting high and low High There's no end to lengths I'll go To find him again Upon this my dreams are depending Through the dark I sense the pounding of his heart Next to mine He's the sweetest love I could find So I guess I'll be hunting high and low High There's no end to the lengths I'll go to Hunting High and Low High Do you know what it means to love I'm hunting high and low And now he's telling me he's got to go away I'll always be hunting high and low Hungry for you Watching me tearing myself to pieces Hunting high and low High There's no end to the lengths I'll go to Oh, for you I'll be hunting high and low ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Melting Ice - Ladytron (Brian and Snowflake Reconnect Through Training and the First Big Race) Sailing to a distant port To meet your reflection on some desert shore Running up the coast I walk through a mirror and out of your ghost Hide you not seek you or flee here I must Before you can melt down my iceberg of trust Passing clouds hold on to shadows Melting ice leaves nowhere to go Sailing to a distant port To meet your reflection on some desert shore I tried to keep your heart Burning down bridges to break from the past Hide you not seek you or flee here I must Before you can melt down my iceberg of trust Passing clouds hold on to shadows Pouring light on ancient shipwrecks Passing clouds hold on to shadows Melting ice leaves nowhere to go Driving through the rain I sell all my wishes to play the odd game Hide you not seek you or flee here I must Before you can melt down my iceberg of trust Passing clouds hold on to shadows Melting ice leaves nowhere to go Passing clouds hold on to shadows Pouring light on ancient shipwrecks Passing clouds hold on to shadows Pouring light on ancient shipwrecks Passing clouds hold on to shadows Melting ice leaves nowhere to go ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Winter Is The Warmest Season (When it's cold outside, it's the warmest season of all) Love takes a long time And healing is slow He patiently waits As years go by And he's still waiting With ice on the next life I'm not looking back in time As feelings change Worries still remain here December snows down with love And then you see me When it's cold outside It's the warmest season I need you by my side So don't go away I'm keeping here Worries from a past life When many Decembers Come down to a few What's left undone Will matter for a life time December snows down with love And then you see me When it's cold outside It's the warmest season (X) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Sun Always Shines On TV (Extended) (The Winter Olympics!....But Something Isn't Right) ~ A Kiss for Luck ~ Touch me How can it be Believe me The sun always shines on TV Hold me Close to your heart Touch me And give all your love to me To me ~ The Starter Gun Fires ~ I reached inside myself and found Nothing there to ease the Pressure of my ever worrying mind All my powers waste away I fear the crazed and lonely Looks the mirror's sending me these days ~ Something Happens! ~ Touch me How can it be Believe me The sun always shines on TV Hold me Close to your heart Touch me And give all your love to me ~ Snowflake Takes to the Snow ~ Please don't ask me to defend The shameful lowlands of the way I'm drifting Gloomily through time I reached inside myself today Thinking there's got to be some way To keep my troubles distant ~ The Relay Is Exchanged ~ Touch me How can it be Believe me The sun always shines on TV Hold me Close to your heart Touch me And give all your love to me ~ VICTORY! ~ To me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ In Your Face - The Children of Bodem (Fighting for the One You Love) GO! Don't be sheltered hear the noise You are the answer their fucking poise But, oh, my god, you're so fine You seize the rogue and flesh divine One look at me, what do you see? Another junkie like a fucking dead beat Ask your eyes, they discriminate You're soft... no time to waste The discrimination animosity Your fault to ignore reality What you will a way to fight Get one thing all there is to die I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker I don't give a flying I don't give a flying I don't give a flying fuck One step away from having a fit With the parting of my soul don't work with my shit Did hear I'm crazy, yes, I do So fuck the father and fuck you too Incoming! They want the world I don't dare you... (bring it on) It's my world you're in it It'll take you down in a minute If you've not done you'll look Diversify your ranks But the truth... seems like A big scythe in your face One look at me - what do you see? Another junkie and a fucking dead beat Ask your eyes they descriminate You're soft and no time to waste The descrimination animality Your fault to ignore reality What you will a way to fight Get one thing all there is to die I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker I don't give a flying I don't give a flying I don't give a flying fuck Incoming! They want the world I don't dare you... bring it on It's my world you're in it It'll take you down in a minute If you've not done you'll look Diversify your ranks But the truth... seems like A big scythe in your face Incoming ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Colder - Charon (Russian Games) Come along with the whispering cold and fall They left you nothing more to seek from here So roll the feast in flames unforgettable Take a bow to end, reload your remorse Every line is thorn bite through your eyes Still remains the everlasting hope for a bitter war If it has made you colder turning your life for justice They have learned to obey Broken the rules I followed, burning for name so hollow I will learn to obey Among the weak and heartless I can breath the air veiled just like them Still remains the everlasting hope for a bitter war If it has made you colder turning your life for justice They have learned to obey If it has made you colder They have learned to obey Broken the rules I followed I will learn to obey ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One Minute More (Elektromekanik Mix) - Capital Cities (Getting Away From It All) Don't wait for an invitation No need for reservation This life is an exploration And you gotta see what I see in you I can't wait one minute more The sun will shine The sun does shine We can't wait one minute more The sun does shine The sun does shine Just think of the destination I'll be your transportation We'll find there's a kind of place That can only be seen with a naked mind I can't wait one minute more The sun will shine The sun does shine We can't wait one minute more The sun does shine The sun does shine There's a key that opens a door Will you find it and turn it? Take your time, don't take too long There's a map that's washed ashore Will you find it and burn it? I can't wait one minute more The sun does shine The sun does shine We can't wait one minute more The sun does shine The sun does shine I can't wait one minute more The sun does shine The sun does shine We can't wait one minute more The sun does shine The sun does shine Unleash your imagination Two stars, one constellation Bright lights just to guide the way Can you see what I see in you? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ More Than This - 10000 Maniacs cover of Roxy Music (Romance In Helsinki) I could feel at the time There was no way of knowing Fallen leaves in the night Who can say where they're blowing As free as the wind And hopefully learning Why the sea on the tide Has no way of turning More than this, there is nothing More than this, tell me one thing More than this, there is nothing It was fun for a while There was no way of knowing Like dream in the night Who can say where we're going No care in the world Maybe I'm learning Why the sea on the tide Has no way of turning More than this, there is nothing More than this, tell me one thing More than this, there is nothing ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Northern Lights - Duran Duran (Club DTM and Flying North) Looking up from the polar sheet Out in the stars there's one I want to meet I am a signal somewhere in your Bliss So do you hear, do you hear my wish? You coming down now... from there? You coming round now... to share? You got a thing that... I care, I care about, I care about If you want to stay tonight Write your name across the sky Nothing I would rather like Than see you in the Northern Lights Up on the roof I listen for the moan Of your soft footstep on the snow Now and then somebody else's glow As they tune in to watch the show You coming down now... from there? You coming round now... to share? You got a thing that... I care, I care about, I care about If you want to stay tonight Write your name across the sky Nothing I would rather like Than see you in the Northern Lights If you want to play the night We could take an evening flight Shine out from a higher height Then we'll be in the Northern Lights If you want to stay tonight Write your name across the sky Nothing I would rather like Than see you in the Northern Lights If you want to play the night We could take an evening flight Shine out from a higher height Then we'll be in the Northern Lights Write your name across the sky Write your, write your name Write your name across the sky ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sacra - Apocolyptica (The Lapland) (Instrumental) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ascent (An Ending) II - Icebreaker (The Forever White Under the Phosphorescent Sky) (Instrumental) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Missing - Arcadia ('Now I Am Falling') And as I wandered down to where you lay the blood rushed up to meet the roses in your hair I thought I saw you smile But now I don't see you anywhere Whispering your love song in my ear how can you touch me when you're not really here? Stumbling out, I made my way towards the open door climbing fast the sun broad streaming laughter down into your empty gaze Where can I find you? now I want to join in your game I hear you calling I hear you ... calling (calling calling calling calling calling) Whispering your love song in my ear how can you touch me? how do you really dare? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lightning Crashes (Acoustic) - Live ("Be Ready To Catch Me") Lightning crashes a new mother cries Her placenta falls to the floor The angel opens her eyes The confusion sets in Before the doctor can even close the door Lightning crashes an old mother dies Her intentions fall to the floor The angel closes her eyes The confusion that was hers Belongs now to the baby down the hall Oh now feel it, comin' back again Like a rollin', thunder chasing the wind Forces pullin' from The center of the earth again I can feel it. Lightning crashes a new mother cries This moment she's been waiting for The angel opens her eyes Pale blue colored iris Presents the circle And puts the glory out to hide, hide Oh now feel it, comin' back again Like a rollin', thunder chasing the wind Forces pullin' from The center of the earth again I can feel it. Oh why? Oh now feel it, comin' back again Like a rollin', thunder chasing the wind Forces pullin' from The center of the earth again I can feel it. Oh now feel it, comin' back again Like a rollin', thunder chasing the wind Forces pullin' from The center of the earth again I can feel it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A Thousand Years - Christina Perri (True Love Never Dies: Snowflake's Love Song) The day we met Frozen, I held my breath Right from the start I knew that I'd found a home for my Heart Beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave? How can I love when I'm afraid to fall? But watching you stand alone, All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow. One step closer I have died every day waiting for you Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more Time stands still Beauty in all he is I will be brave I will not let anything take away What's standing in front of me Every breath Every hour has come to this One step closer I have died every day waiting for you Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more And all along I believed I would find you Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more One step closer One step closer I have died every day waiting for you Darling don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more And all along I believed I would find you Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Angel In The Snow (Acoustic Instrumental) - A-Ha (Snowflakes) ~catches~
  24. MrM

    I'm going to chat in aboiut 25 minutes...

    Sorry I missed you. I have no idea what I was doing 17 hours ago. LOL
  25. MrM

    Too Cute . . .

    Reminds me of the Pocky Game cheat.
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