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timmy's poetry - 19. I'm On a New Drug

On meds and feeling meh and grumpy.

 

Another visit to the doctor

How much more time do I have?

More tests and jabs on the way

Doc’s applying verbal salve

 

It’s what they never tell you

A look or sideways glance

They just pat you on the back

Tell you you’re still in the dance

 

I’m tired of my body’s rebellion

Would just like a few years of peace

Is that so much to ask for?

Before comes that final release

 

He tells me again we need to wait

For the test results to come back

Says to just keep living your life

Don’t think the future is black

 

I’m so not ready to give up my ghost

Till my last gasp I’ll fight for what’s mine

Finally I’ve found what I love to do

And I just want to have some more time

Nothing to worry about...just new meds and stuff.
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2 minutes ago, Puppilull said:

Yeah... What can you do but keep your arms inside and hold on for the ride? 

I know, but it still fecking pisses me off. 

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1 minute ago, Mikiesboy said:

I know, but it still fecking pisses me off. 

 

And that anger can keep you going. But yes, it sucks.

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3 minutes ago, Mikiesboy said:

I know, but it still fecking pisses me off. 

I just saw, that Puppi answered the same way I wanted. The anger will keep you fighting.

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:hug: I recently had a change in Meds as well, I can sympathize with that. I'll keep you in my thoughts Tim, and as one of my favorite Actors, who battles Depression, Jared Padalecki says, "Always Keep Fighting."

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If I know anything about you, tim, it's you're a fighter. :yes:  And you have Michael and so many other people to help you in that fight to stay strong. :)

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You'll have time to do what you love. You're not going anywhere yet. And if anyone can fight through this, it's you, s.b. Keep writing it all down and sharing it with the world. 

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25 minutes ago, Lyssa said:

I just saw, that Puppi answered the same way I wanted. The anger will keep you fighting.

Thanks Lyssa .. 

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19 minutes ago, BHopper2 said:

:hug: I recently had a change in Meds as well, I can sympathize with that. I'll keep you in my thoughts Tim, and as one of my favorite Actors, who battles Depression, Jared Padalecki says, "Always Keep Fighting."

I will, you too ... it be nice sometime to just have a day where something isn't wrong... 

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7 minutes ago, northie said:

If I know anything about you, tim, it's you're a fighter. :yes:  And you have Michael and so many other people to help you in that fight to stay strong. :)

yeah i guess i'm that .. and i have lots of support, you among them... thanks 

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7 minutes ago, MacGreg said:

You'll have time to do what you love. You're not going anywhere yet. And if anyone can fight through this, it's you, s.b. Keep writing it all down and sharing it with the world. 

i hope you're right, Sir. somedays fighting it is so hard that other options look very very good  .. damn.. these are supposed to be happy pills, lol !!

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6 minutes ago, Mikiesboy said:

i hope you're right, Sir. somedays fighting it is so hard that other options look very very good  .. damn.. these are supposed to be happy pills, lol !!

you still have adventures ahead of you, new experiences that you've been wanting to explore. Those experiences will bring clarity. 

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57 minutes ago, MacGreg said:

you still have adventures ahead of you, new experiences that you've been wanting to explore. Those experiences will bring clarity. 

you're right, Sir. i look forward to those

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1 hour ago, hohochan657 said:

Sending you a lot of positive energy !  Happy thoughts coming your way !

:hug:

thank you hoho!!

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Thank you for reassurance that I am not to worry. Your questions are haunting to anyone; and the wish for more time grabs me by the collar. 

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I hate that "hurry up and wait" thing, but sometimes it's all you can do.  It sounds like you're on the right track and trying to keep a positive attitude :hug: 

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I read this and my heart stopped. Then I read "nothing to worry about" and went whew!  Every day you wake up is a blessing. And you're surrounded by love :heart: :kiss:  Plus you're doing the healthy thing by writing your feelings down and sharing with all of us. :glomp:

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New medication is so... Sigh. I don't have words tonight to express the trying times, the need to be patient and see if shit is working out, waiting for that next test result while not knowing if the current regime is doing shit.  I feel it, feel for you, in the way that I can. :hug:

 

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19 hours ago, Parker Owens said:

Thank you for reassurance that I am not to worry. Your questions are haunting to anyone; and the wish for more time grabs me by the collar. 

Seriously don't!  I'm doing okay!  Hugs

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18 hours ago, LitLover said:

I hate that "hurry up and wait" thing, but sometimes it's all you can do.  It sounds like you're on the right track and trying to keep a positive attitude :hug: 

Things are fine in sure, just me fretting. ..thanks LL!

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